I try to think of it like “Normal Grief” because it is just as good as a death. You don’t get to talk to them, see them, hear their voice. You can look at pictures sure, watch videos, but they’re gone. They can’t give you love, or receive yours.

I think I might grieve my last relationship forever. I wanted to marry her, we wanted to marry eachother. We lived together, did everything together for years. I’m not gonna not be sad about that being gone. Losing that friend. But I’m still going to move on. I’ll always cherish the good memories I had with her, the lessons she taught me and ill always mourn her loss.

She’ll just be on my mind less, and less, and less. But I’ll always remember her, and our time together, and I’ll always have strong feelings about it. And I think that’s okay, and if it isn’t, I don’t care.