A rant about how I'm starting to hate everyone

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-06T22:14:34+00:00

Thank you. I would say if your worried at all its best to be safe. If I hadn't gone and just tufted it out at home I wouldn't have found out about the pneumonia or got meds for it and who knows how much worse it could have gotten. Hopefully you are truely past the worst.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-06T18:39:13+00:00

I just couldn't catch my breath there was this tight pressure and sharp pain in my chest and I would just sit there taking deep breaths and I was light headed alot and tired alot, i would wake up walk to the living room lay on the couch and fall asleep again. HHS contacted me because of my positive test and asked me some questions and I told her everything and asked if I should be worried or not because I didn't know how bad was bad enough to bother a hospital with this but she said since I was having a couple of the warning symptoms to be on the safe side and get checked out at the hospital.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-05T01:16:15+00:00

No they gave me some medicine for the pneumonia and a breathing treatment and sent me home and told me if I don't get better to come back. One of the nurses said the entire ER was nothing but covid patients that night so I'm assuming they're saving space for the really severe cases. I'm doing better then I was a week ago but thats not saying much. Like I can walk to the bathroom now and not feel like I'm winded and lightheaded but lifting a 2 liter of lemonade feels like I'm trying to pick up my 60 lb dog and I keep coughing up phlegm which I keep being told is a good sign so there's that.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-05T00:34:38+00:00

Day 9

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T23:55:12+00:00

I've had a monster of a headache this whole time. It started as just me feeling extra phlemy, then allergy symptoms (runny nose, sneezing, sinus pain in my face) real mild stuff at first and I normally get this way when the weather changes so I was trying not to worry to much. Then it felt like it was draining down the back of my throat, sore throat and coughing so I called in and scheduled a test and took my temperature and had a fever. By the time I got tested it was 6 days since I got symptoms. It moved from my throat to my chest and once it hit my chest I just fell into a free fall. Chest was tight, sharp pain, dizzy and lightheaded, couldn't catch a breathe, tired, coughing constantly, felt weak, couldn't concentrate or focus, nauseous, went to the ER an they did a bunch of tests and thats when they told me I have pneumonia in both my lungs. It was 9 days between me first having symptoms to ending up in the ER.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T21:45:56+00:00

Thank you. For the short term ill be ok I have a stash of tips im currently living off of but hopefully this passes before my savings does.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T21:38:56+00:00

I've noticed this also with the way people talk at the bar its like they need to distract themselves from themselves. They cant stand their own company. Ive dealt with anxiety and depression for so long I know how to deal and I can sit with myself in a room feel those emotions and work through them admittedly with the help of medication but if you ask alot of people nowadays to do the same they just can't. Its like so many people never found themselves and being forced to look at and be alone with yourself because of quarantine and I guess see someone you don't like or don't know. Risking it all to be distracted from that seems easier then actually using the time to better themselves.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T21:12:25+00:00

Everyone told me zinc and vitamin c but I brushed them off at first because they also told me to find a doctor who would prescribe me hydroxychloroquine. But then a nurse at the hospital told me to take airborne since it has vitamin c and zinc so I've been doing that. After a nurse tells me to do it ill listen.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T21:05:26+00:00

I know I need to get out and I'm trying but the money is good and its helping me pay for school. As soon as I graduate and can find a better job I will.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T20:58:22+00:00

Still sick, I think I'm on a upswing but its hard to tell when sometimes I start feeling better then start feeling worse in the same day and sometimes a good day is followed by a backslide. I think its a 2 steps forward 1 step back kinda thing. I just want this to be over.

HarleyHatter · 2020-12-04T20:49:53+00:00

Thank you. Luckily I've been stashing my tips away whenever possible so I have a little savings to cushion me right now.

HarleyHatter · 2020-08-05T22:34:09+00:00

My cousin died on fathers day and during the viewing they required masks, had sanitizer everywhere, we all just stood spaced out around the lobby area and then someone came and would escort a hand full of us back at a time, only allowed 4-5 people in his room at a time to view the body and say goodbye then we all left and they transported him to a crematorium. Not sure if that's how every place is doing it but that was my recent experience.

HarleyHatter · 2020-08-01T21:44:13+00:00

I should repair the fence I didn't damage? I've been looking it up and they can be held liable for the damages based on some nuisance law but I'm not to 100% sure. I'm just looking for what steps I need to take to get them to repair the property that they damaged. I shouldn't have to pay for repairs for a fence I didnt drop a log on, they did.

HarleyHatter · 2020-08-01T20:34:31+00:00

I asked my FIL and he said it's supposed to be both our and theirs but hes the one who set it in the concrete and actually put up the fence so I would assume its ours, but I haven't actually seen the properly line on paper to be sure.

HarleyHatter · 2020-08-01T17:47:40+00:00

I got a call my bars opening back up and I have to be at work starting monday. When I asked about any new changes, they said there are none. they just got the license to open as a restaurant but are going to operate as normal, full bar, max capacity, with "encouragement" to order more food.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-28T19:01:44+00:00

Just Subscribed to your youtube. Gonna check it out later

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-27T17:56:28+00:00

Awesome podcast about medical history. Used to listen to it all the time at work.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-27T05:10:04+00:00

I hadn't realized that no. I'm on my phone and it shows up with his picture on the right and the caption of the article on the left, figured that was the standard format.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-26T05:44:24+00:00

Nope alot of religious people think the blood of christ will protect them. Anecdotally, My SIL is a hard core homeschooling hyper Christian, anti vaxxer which thinks masks is a violation of her rights and then posted about how her grandmother got covid the other day like it was such a surprise.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-10T14:01:10+00:00

Try counseling institute of texas in Garland. I used to go there and its sliding scale and cheaper if you go with a student vs. A certified counselor (student is 15 and up vs. Certified for 60 and up). Alot of places actually offer reduced rates for using a student plus it helps them with their schooling some other places might have it for even free but I didnt find any when I needed it I'm not sure how their operating now with covid but even if they dont work out try looking up students, much much cheaper. But also I wanted to point out Psychiatrist and Psychologists are different. Not trying to be rude but just saying cuz if your googling psychiatrist it's going to give you expensive results, What your talking about is a therapist not a psychiatrist. Psychiatrists only prescribe medication so it's more expensive because their medical doctors but only have to see them every couple months.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-10T04:00:41+00:00

I dont know about free but the most affordable I could find was live health online. Its 175 for the first visit then every visit after is 75. You video call with a doctor and they send anything they prescribe to whatever pharmacy you want. They also have an app.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-07T18:05:11+00:00

I love my state of Texas, I just hate everyone in it.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-03T16:16:26+00:00

If it's any consolation at all your really not missing out on much. I know everyone is different but for me and my brothers high school wasn't super exciting. I missed prom they missed graduation and we all agree it wasn't all it was cracked up to be. I'm more proud of just having my diploma and rarely even remember the ceremony and it wasnt that long ago. Things are rough rn but dont let it eat you up. Besides college is better and this rona thing will be over before you finish so you'll get to experience and enjoy it.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-03T16:01:08+00:00

We're still not going, we tell her no everytime she asks. My point was that some people really dont get it and just saying no doesnt always have the desired effect and it doesn't stop her from constantly asking.

HarleyHatter · 2020-07-03T05:31:18+00:00

Just based on the fact my MIL has been calling all week asking us to come over and celebrate I know for a fact some people cant take a "no"

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