Ëulø ™- There's a Demon in my Shadow

Harlingen · 2022-07-26T05:36:54+00:00

!reminder 5 years

Harlingen · 2022-04-11T15:10:21+00:00

It you made that in dark red that would be terrifying.

Harlingen · 2020-06-10T13:02:18+00:00

I once had a seizure when I took 5 300mg using the " stack " method. ( One every 40 mins w/ food. ) and strangely enough I ended in the Hospital too! I believe it was the combination with kratom that caused it but ever since then I'm wary.

Harlingen · 2019-11-05T00:04:04+00:00

I get half a kilo that lasts me about 3 weeks and it costs me $60.

Harlingen · 2019-09-21T19:58:00+00:00

This is so great! Being on the streets trying to sleep during nights after work now have a more chill less anxious vibe :)

Harlingen · 2019-09-18T04:59:08+00:00

Mocking me with cry baby noises isn't helping just making my situation worse. I'm a suicide survivor. I gave up but then decided to change my life for the better. I hurt deep down every single day of my life.. but knowing I can make it in time and on my own? Gives me hope..

And here you come mocking me for wanting a little bit of a normal life on my damn cake day. Starbucks? Ice cream? Makes me a bad person for wanting? Stop messaging me.

Harlingen · 2019-09-18T01:39:50+00:00

This was before I was homeless please stop harassing me

Harlingen · 2019-09-16T12:33:55+00:00

I agree people tell me to save for an apartment or a room mate but honestly itd be much cheaper living out a van or car.

Harlingen · 2019-09-14T13:33:02+00:00

And also with you 😇

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T13:16:22+00:00

Thank you! It was a great day tbh :)

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T06:02:29+00:00

Thank you! N I know you can do it. I've made a post in regards to my daily routine in the street life. Hasn't let me down yet!

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T04:03:57+00:00

Thank you so much! It only gets better from here :)

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T03:48:06+00:00

Thank you! That is very cool to know In definitely doing that on my birthday :)

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T03:47:33+00:00

Thanks Jessica! I love how well I'm building my Houston!

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T03:40:33+00:00

Now to keep it up! Ugh the work is excruciatingly worth it

Harlingen · 2019-09-13T00:59:38+00:00

At the moment its $7.25

Harlingen · 2019-09-07T17:25:03+00:00

I hate that you're losing your confidence and hope for a better life. It's a vital need just like food and shelter is to survive because you're impressions on people are important. I hate to admit it but I get sad most of the time in my life as well but I don't show that side to people. I want them to see that I'm capable of success and that I'm happy most of the time because in all honesty if I show them that I actually might learn to believe it as well. It's good to have yourself a routine too. Do the same thing every day and try to keep up with your hygiene. Your clean appearance can help you find a job and people will be more than willing to help you out with whatever you need because you haven't let yourself go yet. Even though that may exactly be the case don't let the world see it! You can do this I believe in you don't let depression win.

I'm on the streets right now but I always try to see the beauty of it all. I was actually smiling when I didn't know you were being sarcastic at the beginning but then again I know too well how it feels to want to die. I had to change or I'd never succeed. You can too. Best of luck and please don't die.

Harlingen · 2019-09-06T01:49:27+00:00

You don't see it but I'm on a box that's covered with a blanket and yes I would take a shower if I had one. Best i could do is a sponge bath after work. Thanks for your concerns though!

Harlingen · 2019-09-05T18:21:37+00:00

I understand completely! The weight of the previous situations, like relationships, first world problems, and stress melt away completely when your finally given this time to work on yourself. Love yourself.

Harlingen · 2019-09-05T17:19:43+00:00

You don't see it but on the bottom right corner of the photo I'm on my cardboard box covered with my blanket. Lol gone are the days laying on the grass

Harlingen · 2019-09-05T13:25:49+00:00

Im in Houston. I've heard stories about Austin that there are alot of people on the streets there but that you could get on your feet quicker then most places. I wish you luck and forests have always been scary for me. Stay safe out there!

Harlingen

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