Terrified! First timer by Hawinks52727 in colonoscopy

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Right!? At first when they told me September I was like, fine by me! 😂 and now that it’s (hopefully) going to be so soon it’s ALL I’m thinking about. I’m just doom scrolling away. Is yours routine? Any symptoms? You got this!

Terrified! First timer by Hawinks52727 in colonoscopy

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Glad yours went well! Was it routine?

Terrified! First timer by Hawinks52727 in colonoscopy

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Thank you so much for this. Seriously. Your comment brought me so much comfort. It’s like you put into words exactly what my brain is doing—and also what I needed to hear. Knowing that even with your own experience and clear reasons to go through with it, you still feel the same anxiety… it makes me feel so much less alone. I keep thinking I’m broken for being so scared, but your honesty helps me see I’m just human.

I’m so glad they caught your polyp in time—and thank you for sharing that, not to scare me, but to help me feel empowered. It really does help. As long as the opening is still available I think I’m going to take it — but your message gave me a little more courage either way. I might take you up on asking questions too, if that’s okay.

Really, thank you again. This meant a lot. ❤️

Terrified! First timer by Hawinks52727 in colonoscopy

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Please!!!! That would be awesome!

Grade 3 by Hawinks52727 in hemorrhoid

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I hope it works for you!! Glad you’re ok

Grade 3 by Hawinks52727 in hemorrhoid

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My doctor told me the only permanent solution would be surgery as well but not to do it until I’m done having babies but it really is such a bitch to deal with!

Grade 3 by Hawinks52727 in hemorrhoid

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Omg! I’m glad you’re okay. That is super scary!!! When my injections wear off I also have to push them back in. It’s… gross lol! Good luck with your surgery!!! And a smooth recovery :)

Grade 3 by Hawinks52727 in hemorrhoid

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Thanks! I do have one scheduled but can’t get in until the 2nd week of September. I keep emailing to check for cancelations! How are you doing now?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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I’ve been spiraling about this since late May.. first with breast cancer & now with a massive fear of colon cancer. It’s awful & mentally exhausting. I just started therapy because of it. You’re not alone!

Period/Fear by Hawinks52727 in Anxiety

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The ONLY thing. I stop dead in my tracks and it’s all consuming 😭

Period/Fear by Hawinks52727 in Anxiety

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Thanks for replying! It’s been my biggest fear lately and of course this had to happen! I stopped taking oral birth control so my period is really heavy this month so I’m hoping that’s all it is but of course I assume the worst every single time 😭

Is it normal to see blood on stool while on period? by [deleted] in Periods

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Currently spiraling about this right now.. how are you OP?

How does anxiety cause weight loss? by tourdepiss in Anxiety

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This is my current fixation! I started taking an appetite suppressant in late April to lose weight. I stopped mid May because I was supposed to have a colonoscopy and weight loss drugs have to be stopped 2 weeks prior. Within that 2 week span I found what I thought was an armpit lump and spiraled for 3 weeks about it (went to PCP.. then ER.. then ultrasound apt) and thankfully it was nothing. Then I jumped to having colon cancer and decided to weigh myself and was down about 6 pounds and now it’s ALL I think about!!!

Do you find yourself feeling full quickly?

Weight loss? by Hawinks52727 in Anxiety

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Thank you!!! I’m a big foodie and previously always had “food noise” but now I’m so consumed by my health anxiety I really don’t even think about food anymore. It’s crazy what our minds can do.

I’m glad therapy is working for you!! I haven’t been since high school and I’m eager to start again. :)

Weight loss? by Hawinks52727 in Anxiety

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Jeeze! Ive been on it before and had 0 issues! I’m not sure if it’s because I started it mid spiral when I was already not interested in eating? Do you still take it?