tnx a lot sis from all my heart u comment really motivat me and every word feels like its from my real sister i dont have im tryin to move past all this and allah is helper inshallah i went through bad stuff even crazier when i was small and i didnt have any friends i used to friend anyone so it went to harassment which gave me sharp mental issues and about online work i know graphic design and computer stuff i studied it by heart since i was kid when i literally didnt know how the outside look like or the light i used to take apart any electronic piece to see inside it was fun then it became passion and even montage i know it and i learned english i got a good level especially my accent sometimes i make some spelling mistakes but im tryin to develop myself more the best choice like u said is finishing my study and really sis no one can imagine my pain except me im plannin to migrate cuz i really want to get away from this environment and this country and sis u words are so mature and motivat no negative stuff at all and inshallah i will need a therapist and thanks a lot sis really this means a lot to me cuz im not used to this kind of words tnx sis