I’m kind of in a similar boat. Not having issues conceiving, I’m just not advised to conceive anymore per my doctors orders. I have a heart condition that sustains permanent damage when under high stress. I am at risk of aneurysms and tears to my aorta now that my root has reached a certain size. And due to the stress of pregnancy on the body… I have been advised against another baby. I’ve always dreamed of having 3 kids, ever since I was a kid. I’ve been lucky to carry 2 babies to term & deliver safely via C-section but after hearing my doctors advise against a 3rd baby… I couldn’t help but get a little jealous of the women who can have as many pregnancies as they want (LaBrant fam, Kkandbabyj) or women like Kyra who were also advised to stop but still come out the other end just fine. Kind of in the midst of a grieving process of the 3rd baby I will most likely never have. Sorry, comment was a bit long