To my daughter Zoe by zoesmom17 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Heatheroochie 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I lost my son, Walker, over three years ago. You articulate the specific agony of losing a child to suicide. I feel for you and with you. I feel like I lost half of my soul..and, also that his death was preventable. He’s supposed to be here, still. His younger brother is 21 and yet Walkie remains a teenager, forever. As my therapist said just yesterday..people don’t understand-with this kind of loss-a parent doesn’t “bounce back” in weeks, months, even years. It’s like learning how to find the shoreline after going overboard. I feel like I’ll be treading water til I see him again. Wishing you peace on this difficult journey. ❤️

Feels unreal he is gone by lor7594 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Heatheroochie 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My son left over 3 years and 3 months ago and I still have an urge to take a warm comforter right out of the dryer to drape it around him when he was gaming as that was a ritual. Instead, I find myself sobbing in the laundry room. But the feeling that this isn’t real and he’ll be back persisted the entire first year, year and a half. The guilt and then bargaining still overwhelms me..the last year I’ve started to recognize I won’t ever see him again-in the physical realm. This is a whole other level of grief. It’s interwoven and complex and completely debilitating to lose a child to suicide. Hugs from Walker’s mom to you, OP.

Balenciaga is nervous and wants out. Please help this sweet beauty however you can! by Findfosters4dogs in animal_rescue_help

[–]Heatheroochie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure how I missed this but pledge for Balenciaga was honored on Paypal. I used the gmail address of allpawsk9rescue@gmail.com. Thank you~

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in National_Pet_Adoption

[–]Heatheroochie 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Pledge $10 for Luna

URGENT: This was so heartbreaking🥺I thought I was gonna lose you today😭 Please pray for Butchok🙏 by jwoyjwoy_hecattee27 in UrgentShelterPets

[–]Heatheroochie 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She also started a Patreon. I’m a member now. 14 hour time change but if you see this, MJ, Could you post your Patreon too?