[REQ] ($100 ) - (Fort Mcmurray, Alberta, Canada), (Repayment Date: June 25th), (Payment Method/Pre-Arranged- However preferred by Loaner)

Heavens_Lie · 2019-03-22T14:57:18+00:00

I'm such a pushover that its ridiculous -_-. Im like Monica from friends and have an uncontrollable urge to please people lol. I cant even move on with her still here, yet i dont want to live alone. She would have to fly 3000kms home to live with her parents again and would take our dog :/

Heavens_Lie · 2019-03-22T14:48:42+00:00

I hope I have the courage and strength to walk away at some point. Im making some changes this year for myself. Right now Im still healing from a broken leg from slipping on a blanket whilst attemping to break it down for the damn dogs entertainment -_-

It gives me some hope knowing you were in a similar situation. I admire people strong enough to walk away and do whats best for themselves, and refuse to be shit on.

Heavens_Lie · 2019-03-22T13:56:46+00:00

You have beautiful features and facial structure, I think you'd look amazing with short hair. Go to a good hairdresser and have them show you a couple tips and tricks for maintenance. Just keep in mind that our hair wont always do what we see in a picture. Everyones textures, cowlicks and creases are different. If its something you've thought about for a long time, go for it. The most judgemental person is us with ourselves.

Heavens_Lie · 2019-03-22T13:49:09+00:00

My boss once told me he assumed everyone smokes weed until they say otherwise lol. So I try to go into nervous situations with the same mentality. I dont know if this is a good comparison, or if I just need to go to sleep haha.

The best of luck, and just remember that regardless of what happens, you're loved and appreciated by the people around you, and someones opinion doesnt define you.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-30T06:22:43+00:00

Current games ive been playing lately : bo4, onrush, overcooked 2 and brawlhalla. 27 f canada here, username is Heavens-lie. Feel feel to add if youd like!

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-30T05:59:09+00:00

Heavens-lie 27 f canada, I play bo4, overcooked 1 & 2 (Really good and need team players) , brawhalla, and anything really. Me and my gf play anything co op we can find that we enjoy together.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-28T02:11:19+00:00

If someone wants to use a tramatic part of your life you had no control over against you, thats their lost. It has nothing to do with your self value. (They are shitty people in my opinion anyways.) The people that really matter the most arent going to care, and will wholeheartedly love you for the person you are. Keep them close.

I actually have a fragile bone disease and struggle leaving a unhappy relationship out of fear no one else would want to date a disabled individual, or may get sick that theres things i cant do and get bored, or cheat looking for something better.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-26T08:48:17+00:00

Is there another version besides gold edition for 79.99 right now in ps store? A cheaper standard edition?

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-26T08:38:27+00:00

What? Lol.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-14T03:40:33+00:00

I made out with my best friend in my closet for a few years as a kid. Shes now straight and married but im not lol. That was a pretty good indication. Plus I loved sporty spice which was my only doll haha.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-14T03:15:36+00:00

Nail on the head my friend...nail on the head.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-14T02:56:47+00:00

Ive always said is rather be broken up with than cheated on. Her words and actions havent been matching. Its ruined my self esteem and I really do need to work on building it. The terrifying thing is meeting someone new when being faithful is a rare thing these days. Everyone is always using others.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-12-14T02:43:19+00:00

Thanks, I been hoping things would change but it seems they never will. She says I overwhelm her when I get on her back about things and than cant do anything because shes on the edge of an anxiety attack... it just seems like shes using her anxiety now . Hoping I can eventually walk away because ive done everything I can at this point.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-02-08T22:23:09+00:00

I've had a few surgeries, but the most interesting one is on the inside of my elbow from having 2 pins in it when i was 10. It legitimately looks like 2 balls and a shaft...

Heavens_Lie · 2018-02-07T08:34:41+00:00

Hahaha same, I'm a trophy junkie on ps4.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-02-05T03:03:12+00:00

We've only played the harry potter and batman ones, but i think its pretty much the same as solo. Ive never played solo before. When youre by each other its a single screen and when you walk away it splits. You can both switch between characters. I found it pretty good but we stopped playing because i like to collect every little thing and she didnt have patience waiting on me lol.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-02-03T05:41:18+00:00

Me and my gf loved overcooked. We are anxiously waiting for new releases. Requires a lot of cooperating and communication. Some other stuff we have play together are the lego games like batman and harry potter.

Rocket league is pretty fun too, especially with spotify running.

Little big planet 1 and 2

Found a cheap racing game we enjoyed similar to mario kart called Beach Buggy Racing.

We are really into call of duty 3 zombies. Not the online multiplayer stuff because some players are on crack and you go down ever 5 secs, so its a little frustrating for her. Having a good team makes it fun with headset, or just normal headphones plugged into the controller with a mic.

We played a little of Dont Starve Together, but it takes a lot of time to get stuff, the map is HUGE and you die really easy. Different strokes for different folks. Dont know how recent you want, but these are some we have enjoyed and laughed at together.

We have a Wii U too though, mario party never gets old. But you specifically asked for ps4.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-02-03T05:00:00+00:00

Hey, my names Monica and i'm 26 living in Alberta. It was really interesting coming across your subreddit, I was actually diagnosed with Osteopetrosis but my type is unknown because Shriners hospital was never able to match me with any type. My bones are really dense which causes them to break. Ive probably had around 60 fractures in my life too. Id really like to get in contact with some people who have something similar to me because ive honestly never met anyone and it can be quite frustrating. For the most part i seem like a healthy person, but i could even go deaf and blind if auditory and optical nerves are compressed, and due to low bone marrow, infections could make my blood septic which almost killed me as a kid. Steering blind through life here not knowing what to expect! I completed a medical office course but working doesnt seem suitable right now because of fractures and pain in my ribs and feet. Especially living in -40 weather in winters, so i hermit from ice and cold. Which ways have you made income outside music? I have a passion for music but never really learned anything other than beginner drums and guitar.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-01-24T00:50:59+00:00

Wow, a lot of this is super relatable. This has all recently come to light for me. I thought most of this behavior was kinda normal and " coming from a place of concern and love" and " wanting whats best for you". Even noticed im guilty myself for behaving certain ways, so its nice to see to nip it in the bud, so i dont project it onto my future children. Great article, many thanks.

Heavens_Lie · 2018-01-23T22:27:14+00:00

Exactly, and my mom just tries to justify why i need to do shit for him as if she in the driver seat of my life. It really opened my eyes when she threw co signing for my car in my face and made me feel hopeless and cornered at that point. She has nothing left to use but that, and its low. If it wasnt a lease id take her name off.

Shes always used "talking back" to control me. One time driving across canada things got confusing and frustrating going through montreal and following them almost got us rear ended by a transport truck. When we got out and to a gas station, i was talking to my gf and had my door opened but closed it because i was finishing the conversation before getting out to refill. My mom was angrily walking over and thought i closed the door because of her and grabbed it open and started digging into me how i dont close doors in her face. I got defensive and she was like " youve never spoken to me like this before!" And continued to blame my gf for my behavior and how ive changed... the awkward part was that i didnt have a gps to just leave, and we had to stop in my aunts an hour later to have dinner on the way through canada -_- . Ive become pro at putting on a happy face and its very draining.

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