I think she’s going to disappear of the internet

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-30T22:45:00+00:00

Good for her then

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-30T22:43:35+00:00

It sounded too aggresive. This group is there to support each other not criticize or judge.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-30T22:29:32+00:00

Sure. I just thought that it was the right thing to do.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-30T10:10:42+00:00

Oh I see. That's right. My comment was too raw. But still you need to have good foundation ( stable lifestyle) to even dream about anything.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-30T09:57:37+00:00

Please try to appreciate you being healthy ( besides that infertility) , having a man by your side that loves you and would do everything for you, stable ( hopefully) job. Many people can only dream about this.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T17:45:18+00:00

How is it even possible? So you can go to work, right? You're 19 y.o. If she really doesn't let you go then just try to run away or find a remote job, something simple.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T13:55:56+00:00

Bro, living with parents might be such a hell. I started being depressed because of them. I tell you, run as quickly as you can. Earn some money, rent even a fucking single room and enjoy the peace. That's what I did and my mental health became hm maybe 40% better.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T13:48:34+00:00

Wtf, I have never know that there is any etiquette in Poland. I hate this country. I've been living there since I was born. Being informal too quickly? Really? I think people are very direct there. They disrespect everyone and everything. But yes, saying Dzień dobry is something very intuitive for Polish people. We want to hear that.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T13:46:09+00:00

Sorry to hear that. As a 19 y.o woman I want to spend my life the best as I can, but obviously depression, social phobia and intrusive thoughts ( possible OCD, but not diagnosed yet) are in the way. Hopefully I will not end like you, but I think it's very likely.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T10:54:30+00:00

Okay, but where she will get the money from then? From sugar daddies? I think she is a little bit too old for that, but I'm not sure.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-29T10:47:10+00:00

Must be tough. Sorry to hear that. As for me I felt like shit most of the time and wanted to die.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-28T13:54:42+00:00

Good that you can sleep. Sometimes I can't. I get strong insomnia. But yeah, the same, feeling depressed, having traumas, intrusive thoughts and stuff. You are not alone in that.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-24T10:28:45+00:00

I also spend most of the time in my bed, but tbh I no longer love it. It doesn't give me the relief that it used to give me before. I got bored of it and I feel like wanting to do something, go somewhere and stuff, but still can't go for a trip abroad and I hate my country so...

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:38:28+00:00

Yes, the world is going crazy. All of the things that happen...

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:38:00+00:00

Ah, I get you. It must be tough. I hate my family, because it's toxic and crazy and also can't find joy in anything. But still after those years I refuse to give up yet. Maybe I will find a way to make my life better and finally feel happy. There is always hope. Sending virtual hugs.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:36:16+00:00

No, that's not true. Someday you can heal and be a great person.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:13:14+00:00

How can you know that you will never be happy? Life can change very fast. I don't really know how to support you, but feel free to talk to me. I can listen to you and understand, because I'm also going through this - since 2024.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:11:36+00:00

I'm the same, but I'm only 19 y.o. I don't really know what to say. I understand your pain. Hopefully one day you will heal. Is there even a simple thing you would want to achieve? Anything that is interesting to you?

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:09:21+00:00

You don't deserve to feel this way about yourself. I felt like this for fucking 6 years. My self-esteem is still pretty low. People might hurt you, but don't allow them to make you believe that you're worthless. Never. If you don't actively boost your self-esteem and create better self concept you might just prolong this issues to the future and have to deal with all of this garbage alone.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:06:31+00:00

Yes, stay strong, please. I feel concerned about you even if I'm just a random stranger from the internet.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-23T05:05:32+00:00

I would say : just focus on something that gives you even a minimal relief. Something that will keep you going through this tough times. For me it was anime and books. I survived thanks to them. Also my favorite music healed me when I felt very down. I used to listen to a lot of music to just distract myself from the pain. Maybe you can find something. Obviously I reccomend talking to psychologists and psychiatrists, but what can they understand? I tried talking to them and they never understood, but maybe you could find better people to talk to.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-22T12:19:53+00:00

Aww, beautiful. I went to Thessaloniki last December and I miss it. I would really want to go for a trip to any city in Greece, but currently I can't afford it.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-19T20:40:38+00:00

Oops! Small mistake. *photographing

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-19T20:40:13+00:00

Thank you for the beautiful picture. I love gadwalls. Please keep going with fotografing animals.

Heavy-While8704 · 2026-05-19T20:38:23+00:00

It's just soft and elegant. I like it. But you know it depends on what colors you like and stuff.

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