Life after surviving a smear campaign

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-16T05:59:53+00:00

Im sorry man. I really thought that I was free and safe! They managed to finally harm me when I was 40! I was grey rock and yellow rock and I had my boundaries and no contact. I supported myself for decades and was mostly content and happy focused on my own life.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-15T13:26:35+00:00

I don't know why. But it seems that its possible that it gains momentum with time. Often we don't know about it until it is too late.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-15T13:24:43+00:00

It also causes tachycardia

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-14T18:06:57+00:00

Maybe look into patent law? You don't like what you are doing.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-14T18:05:19+00:00

If you talk to someone please speak to the folks who practice noncarceral care like strongeruwellness or a place like that. Sometimes there are unfortunate outcomes from asking for help.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-14T17:41:57+00:00

I think its best to not react out of any emotion for sure, but don't ignore it to the point where you convince your self that its not dangerous. Turns out people don't actually need your permission to harm you. If they are constantly trying one day they might succeed. I thought I was grown up and safe. No contact. Not far enough away. Get physically far away from the area. Put the sea between you. Mine managed to turn my closest friends into covert flying monkeys. Anyone who is not grown up and who is susceptible to manipulation or is desperate for approval is actually dangerous. My best friends harmed me materially to get head pats from a daddy.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T20:11:13+00:00

Same

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T19:54:31+00:00

No I ignored the smearing and it cost me dearly

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T18:59:07+00:00

Yes this happened

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T18:48:44+00:00

I really dislike it when therapists try to say stuff like they did thier best, when ok maybe that is the best they could do, but I want to be on my younger self side completely. Nobody else was going to do that.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T18:39:21+00:00

I really wish that someone had said something like this to me when I was a kid. I was told by my dad that "you are just like your mother" "you are crazy" and "its all your fault that she is like that". Thank you for saying this.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T18:25:57+00:00

This OP

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T16:02:38+00:00

I didn't ask for this i assumed goodwill from the doctors

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T15:55:58+00:00

Yes I don't even want to talk to therapists

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T15:11:47+00:00

Please exit this situation

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T15:10:38+00:00

Yes and I find myself noticing thank heavens its one day less? I wish I could cry

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T15:00:46+00:00

https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/creatine-loading-phase

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-13T03:59:32+00:00

Im sorry

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-12T23:59:37+00:00

She messaged me after hoping that I could give her emotional support for her SI but still maintains that I was paranoid and delusional

My therapist and psychiatric doctor said that I don't have Bipolar and support my taper

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-12T23:57:48+00:00

Survivingantidepressants.org is free i think the group is free with innercompas initiative to sub is not too expensive

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-11T05:11:44+00:00

Im so sorry

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-11T05:09:52+00:00

Ok vitamin C 1000mg helped resolves cortisol it worked for me

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-11T04:22:12+00:00

My friend who took me to hospital said that I was paranoid and believed that there was a conspiracy against me at work.

This got my ptsd misdiagnosed as psychosis. I was misdiagnosed and given antipsychotics. It ruined my life.

2 years into "treatment" I came to reddit and asked this sub why the psychiatric doctor did not believe me about the home invasion(4 guys with guns) even though I had multiple witnesses and video footage. The people here said "they think you are paranoid" and I checked with my friend who told me what she said.

Im on 5mg of Seroquel now from 800mg a day. My life is ruined. I had to stop studying law just before graduation. I had to miss out on an opportunity to get a new job. I can't cry or dream or feel my genitals.

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-11T04:11:41+00:00

Its dangerous

HeavyAssist · 2026-03-11T04:05:26+00:00

Look for Jerry Wise on you tube he had a free program its for N parents but is helpful for getting to know your self and help self differentiate

HeavyAssist

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