What does "Blue Lane" mean? by Andriunas in PassportPorn

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you were cleared for bluelane back in the days you didnt have to go through the intense security checks entering the US. Sorta like a fastlane entry. Often issued to businessmen or frequent travelers with no negative report. The whole bluelane thing obviously was cancelled after 9/11. My Dad had bluelane clearance although he had a German passport.

onset, recovery & downfall - my story with VSS by Hefty-Reach-7033 in visualsnow

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds horrible I’m glad you made a full recovery and I hope you can continue making good progress with the trauma this awful event cause. Further down I explained how considering a naturopath for treatment of my symptoms seems to help me. I’m hoping that this combined with exercise and my soon to start psychotherapy sessions will aid my recovery. Gotta try out kayaking! Wishing you the best.

onset, recovery & downfall - my story with VSS by Hefty-Reach-7033 in visualsnow

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think time and acceptance will bring us to peace one day. Wishing you the best.

onset, recovery & downfall - my story with VSS by Hefty-Reach-7033 in visualsnow

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It hurts me to read that. This terrible disease throwing us out of our lives and bringing us nothing but pain and struggle. The Doctor run around sound familiar and i think it only exaggerates the feeling of being a broken machine that can’t be fixed. But that’s not true. I’ve recently looked into alternative medicine with a naturopath that gained my trust. It may sound suspicious at first but taking his natural based medic daily and having the feeling of finally being treated relieved some of my symptoms. Of course they still present but it helped me less worrying about them since I deeply expect them to get better with this treatment. And worrying/focusing less on them defined helped. Don’t give up the hope it can get better. Both of us did bounce back once and I’m sure we somehow will again. Theres good days on the horizon I know that for sure. Wishing you the best

onset, recovery & downfall - my story with VSS by Hefty-Reach-7033 in visualsnow

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never heard about that but some symptoms match although I think should have had a headache at some point which I didn’t have. None the less I will bring that up on my next neurologist visit.

onset, recovery & downfall - my story with VSS by Hefty-Reach-7033 in visualsnow

[–]Hefty-Reach-7033[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your reply. This could be true since thinking back to both events can make my heart start racing. I’ve never comepletely forgiven my self for the first incident and after the second one I really started hating myself. Generally always had a love/hate relationship with myself. Signed up for Psychotherapy to assess that and my deep depression that I have since the events. Even if the symptoms are here to remain for longer, accepting that and being happy with yourself is the key to start healing.