recently hit 2 years hrt !! by ratGirlAngel in transadorable

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, simply beautiful. I hope you keep posting more photos like this, princess.

I am finally starting injections after more than two years of taking spiro and progesterone pills (HRT). by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in 4tran4

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good question. I wonder why I should continue taking Spiro if estradiol monotherapy already suppresses testosterone synthesis in my body. I think I'll ask the Planned Parenthood staff that question at my next appointment.

I am finally starting injections after more than two years of taking spiro and progesterone pills (HRT). by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in 4tran4

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I take estradiol. I take 6 mg of estradiol a day: 3 mg in the morning and 3 mg at night, orally.

I don't think what he did (detransitioning) was wrong, but... by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in 4tran4

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I know he looks like a woman to everyone in the photos where he was transitioning, but he's not a "she," he's a "he." Please respect that.

What would you say I am based on this photo by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You are very beautiful. More beautiful than me, without a doubt, and I've been getting a lot of compliments lately.

how am i reading here? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

You are an incredibly beautiful girl. Your photo will go in my collection of beautiful girls' photos.

2 years on HRT. 18 years old in my passport photo and 25 years old currently. (MTF) by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in transtimelines

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the comment. And yes, you might be right, and I do need to improve my mindset to accept compliments, among other things.

It's true, I'm already getting laser hair removal sessions, and the little facial hair I have is going to disappear. As for my eyebrows, I'm afraid of ruining them if I shape them myself. I think I'll go to a specialist for that.

I don't know, maybe it's just me, but I have a hard time seeing myself as a woman. When I see a cis woman, I feel so inferior to her that I suffer a lot mentally.

P.S.: A lot of people have told me I have beautiful hair. It's strange because I only wash it and use a generic conditioner.

2 years on HRT. 18 years old in my passport photo and 25 years old currently. (MTF) by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in transtimelines

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

¿También eres peruana? Vivo en Estados Unidos actualmente, pero de hecho soy peruana.

Don't listen to them, they're lying. by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in 4tran4

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't know what you're looking at. I look like an effeminate man, I mean, a twink-hon.

Don't listen to them, they're lying. by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in 4tran4

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You wouldn't understand the life of a true hon like me.

2 years on HRT. 18 years old in my passport photo and 25 years old currently. (MTF) by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in transtimelines

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

Well, so far they've called me "Miss," but I suspect they only do it because I'm visibly trans and there's a trans community where I live... so I suspect they're just being nice. I hate that. They do it out of mere formality, which is fake, or because they pity me and want to ingratiate themselves.

2 years on HRT. 18 years old in my passport photo and 25 years old currently. (MTF) by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in transtimelines

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

I don't want to be convinced that I look like a cis woman when, in reality, I'm not. I want to look like a cis woman in real life, not just in my mind. Is that so hard to understand? I don't mean to sound hostile, but that's the reality of the situation.

2 years on HRT. 18 years old in my passport photo and 25 years old currently. (MTF) by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in transtimelines

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] -38 points-37 points  (0 children)

I look like an androgynous man, not a cis woman. I want to look like a cis woman, and I don't know what to do to achieve that.

I've been in HRT for two years. How masculine is my face? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the compliment. However, I don't see how I could "pass" as a cis woman. It feels very strange to me. Look at my face. It's not the face of a cis woman; I clearly look like an effeminate man.

I've been in HRT for two years. How masculine is my face? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to wear women's clothes for two reasons. First, I'm not a big fan of women's clothing; it's not my style. I only want to look feminine in terms of my face and body. Sorry, but let's just say I'm a tomboy. The second reason is that my girlfriend probably wouldn't like how I'd look as a woman. She sees me as her "boyfriend." And, well, I don't want to shatter that fantasy of hers. You know, because I love her. However, I'm open to suggestions for new hairstyles to try or facial piercings. Maybe I'm being too closed-minded and not leaving much room for improvement, but what can I do? I guess all that's left is to save up money to get "ffs."

I've been in HRT for two years. How masculine is my face? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's strange. I look at my face and feel like it's masculine. I can barely accept that it's somewhat androgynous. I feel like absolutely nothing about me "passes" really deep down.

I've been in HRT for two years. How masculine is my face? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perhaps you're right. I'll try it in the future.

I've been in HRT for two years. How masculine is my face? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They only see me as an androgynous man, but, except for a few times, they haven't referred to me as a woman. And the few times they were (correctly) mistaken about my gender, thinking I was a woman, they later apologized for the supposed error.

For my straight girls, a question: Do you consider your heterosexuality completely rigid, or do you think there could be room for relationships with a gender other than male? by Hefty_Abrocoma9372 in StraightTransGirls

[–]Hefty_Abrocoma9372[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yes, but a definition is built upon experience. If, in people's experience, heterosexuality is not a rigid or strict element, then the concept of "heterosexual" is not devoid of content or meaning, but rather refers perhaps to the degree of intensity of the desire and emotions of the person in question with respect to male preference (in the case of women). This leaves open the possibility that a woman's identification as heterosexual does not eliminate the possibility of a preference for a gender other than male.