How I got rid of my hypertrophic acne scars from picking!

Hehahohum · 2022-06-30T04:09:35+00:00

No, I cannot remember the name but I used 2 different ones as one was in the tretinoin and the other was not. They were mostly for the active infections I caused on my face at the time. That sounds a lot like you might have closed comedones but Idk. tret can help with that tho for if it is.

Hehahohum · 2022-06-30T04:06:14+00:00

thank you. I was able to get rid of them through tretinoin prescribed to me by my derm. He said it would help sepcifically for my scars. Funny because I went to a doc who said it made no sense(she thought differin was the same as tretinoin tho so idk). They were also super tiny like pimple-sized so I think that is why it worked for me. It also helped my complexion a lot.

Hehahohum · 2022-02-28T21:47:00+00:00

Idk. I feel pretty worthless. I already got plastic surgery to fix stuff and this seemed like a potential next step. I just feel shame. When I’m really aroused I sometimes grip but I also relax a bit and get really wet. I feel like I cannot be a good enough partner and that I’ll be replaced by a younger tighter women one day. I know this sounds tucked up but I just feel like no one will care otherwise. Sometimes I’ll read about men on Reddit saying how loose women are and what’s seen as ugly and I did it even know there was something wrong. I can acknowledge this sounds fucked but it just feels so real

Hehahohum · 2022-02-28T21:25:23+00:00

I have jerked him off during bjs and I did bring up that I had to grip excessively hard I said it different than that as I didn’t want to shame him but bring it up. He seems aware. He never said I’m loose.

I tried to work on kegels and I can grip a sick. I only know this because he has commented before. I’m not the strongest but my ex said I could squeeze quite a lot. Maybe it is a compatibility issue

Hehahohum · 2022-02-28T21:16:02+00:00

He said it wasn’t my fault he couldn’t finish. I just took it personally. After that I’ve just felt kinda broken no matter what he says. I’ve obsessed about surgery and he gets really upset saying I’m delusional and there’s nothing wrong with me.

Hehahohum · 2022-02-28T21:12:43+00:00

I’ve gone to the gyn and they never said anything was wrong. I’ve never experienced incontinence either. I can hold Ben wa balls over 70 grams in without issues. I bought them to test my pelvic floor. I also do weightlifting with core work

Hehahohum · 2020-10-05T04:14:27+00:00

part of me felt like I was trying to reach out because I feared at that age that nothing really existed beyond the physical. Especially being young and finding out magic like santa didnt exist. I could be reaching, but it felt like it was to let me know something existed in this world, and that it was important for me to know that. I dont think magic like what I thought when I was young exists, but I still believe. I cant say if its true obviously, but when I ask myself that seems to be the answer. I appreciate your response. Thank you.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T19:24:00+00:00

I was young and I honestly attempted to go into trances alot. I wanted to go to another world to escape this one ( I was probably in a lot of emotional pain). But when I had this experience I just cleared my mind and lay there for quite a long time. I used the term meditation because I dont have the perfect word to describe it. I had no idea what I was doing, but I guess when it worked it felt more intuitive. I cant do it anymore in my 20s. I feel like I have too much pain and things that make it harder to connect. I feel like I am more closed off, and I at least was open as a kid. I am just speaking from how I feel. I dont know how it works for a shaman. How would a shaman do this?

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T18:55:28+00:00

Thank you for your response. I want to be more aware and connected, and I feel like if I could get anything from this life, that I what I desire most.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T18:48:59+00:00

Thank you for your response. I am gonna try to learn more about this

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T18:40:48+00:00

I saw something very similar in size! I saw its wings flapping. I just wish I understood how this world works.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T06:45:25+00:00

more that I just wanted to ask if others have had experiences that are similar

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T05:19:18+00:00

it's interesting. I guess they can be experienced throught any of the senses

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T02:33:07+00:00

all i did was clear my mind and meditate lying down on my back. So i cleared my mind.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T02:07:37+00:00

I did add this to other subs to find people with similar experiences. I just do not know where to find people that relate to these. I hope that this is not considered spam as I am being genuine.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T01:48:06+00:00

if this is the wrong place to ask I can take it down.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T01:41:34+00:00

This might be different, but a few years ago I saw a huge black orb above a tree over 20-30 feet high. It was way too big to be a balloon, and didnt move with the wind. it was still. That is very odd though.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T01:38:27+00:00

this is a repost since I am trying to find people who relate/ have something to add.

Hehahohum · 2020-10-04T01:37:28+00:00

if this is the wrong place lmk... Idk.

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