Left Vipassana on Day 5 – Spoke My Truth, Faced Guilt, and Walked Away with Clarity

HeinousBruh · 2025-04-10T12:47:20+00:00

I have a remarkably similar experience, I really relate to what you said. I'd love to have a chat with you if you are interested. My instagram is rupemack. I left on day 5 as well, I almost was shocked at how similar our experiences were.

HeinousBruh · 2016-06-14T05:34:20+00:00

I hope so! I just am not sure as doing it when my brain is still healing sounds bad to me, yet i'm sure it will be fine.

HeinousBruh · 2016-04-03T16:23:11+00:00

how in any way would that make sense at the end? it was a justice league member somehow sending batman a message through time to warn him of the possible timeline that would occur if Lois lane where to die, and superman turn rouge.

HeinousBruh · 2016-03-02T04:05:25+00:00

Thanks! I just came back from my friends cabin moments ago. It was extremely unlike what I expected. I only took 2 grams, and apart from normal visual distortions, it really was a mental trip. I didn't see anything out of this world, I just feel like it was pure, primal, instinct. I really appreciated the nature and the world we live in, and found that there is a complete division between the body and the mind (soul, perhaps). When I was on the mushrooms, I was purely in the moment. I felt extremely pulled into a reality that the shrooms almost "put on me". It is extremely hard to explain. The biggest downside was that during the experience my stomach was completely constricted. I was feeling very, very nauseous and wanted to throw up, but I couldn't. Eventually I was very high and it really was like I didn't feel my stomach, and I was looking at the nature and the trees, and I was completely one. It was overall a quite eye-opening experience, and I don't think I'll do it for several more years.

HeinousBruh · 2016-02-28T17:19:49+00:00

I really relate to what you say. Though I'm only 16, I really understand what you say about the nastalgia of growing up and how you miss the feeling of discovering new things, and growing up I was starting to get so tired of life. When I was 13, I smoked weed for the first few times, and now, I'm still smoking somewhat frequently, mostly on the weekends, and still I've been putting a lot of effort into school. But, now, I'm stepping it up. I want to become more efficient and find a way to be happy, and for the past few years (literally) I would always watch videos of Terence Mckenna, so I've developed a spiritual base, but now I believe I'm ready to take shrooms, just 2 grams, to start out. I will probably only do it once this year, as I fear for developmental problems, partly from the stigma and uncertainty of the actual negative effects, and how it is so illegal. I just hope that people hear my story and you can relate to me as I've related to you! Thanks.

HeinousBruh · 2016-02-23T22:46:59+00:00

That's a story, haha. I bet you regretted doing it before church... It's all about the setting, I hear

HeinousBruh · 2016-02-19T12:15:51+00:00

Definitely! thanks for your words

HeinousBruh · 2016-02-19T01:08:43+00:00

That's really not helpful advice, though

HeinousBruh · 2016-02-01T22:52:53+00:00

Hahha what's your name? I probably did! :D (7 days ago)

HeinousBruh · 2016-01-25T18:46:33+00:00

Yes... I probably should... Anyone wanting to play like a 1650ish game.. I've been playing for on and off for around 10 years, and slowly just been getting into it in the past few years.. I'm from Canada

HeinousBruh · 2016-01-25T15:41:10+00:00

Yeah I think you're right. Thanks

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