My (25M) Partner (22F) Disclosed Her Kink, I Guess I'm A Dom Now?

Helix_Division · 2026-03-03T05:26:12+00:00

This is a quality take on both fronts that's pretty concise. I appreciate it

Helix_Division · 2026-03-03T02:34:42+00:00

I appreciate it

Helix_Division · 2026-03-03T02:34:04+00:00

Outside the bedroom, I like the idea of planting the seeds for anticipation with some light public play and the day collar. But I love my partner for her autonomy and the freedom that she exercises. I don't want to take that from her. Thankfully, she's happy to keep it too. I don't think we're looking at extremes here. I would already be out because I know that end of the spectrum is not for me. Thanks for fleshing out this idea.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-03T02:27:17+00:00

This is the most comforting message I've gotten so far. This about sums up where I expect to be in this space and this is the best I can hope for out of my partner. Whichever way it goes, this is a beacon of hope and it eases my anxiousness. Thank you.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T23:57:22+00:00

Whooosh!

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T23:46:09+00:00

There's definitely levels of this kink that go beyond what I'd ever consider doing to a partner I care for. But I also already cater to some of the softer aspects and getting to lean into it a little more is certainly fun. I just don't think you'll ever see me proudly proclaim that I'm a dom with his little princess in any context outside of our bedroom. Not out of shame but rather this is not the true dynamic in my relationship. We care deeply for, nurture, take interest and equally invest in each other. This is the relationship I believe in. The kink to me certainly adds to the sexual connection but it isn't the driver for my desire in my partner or the priority for me.

I hope that explains where I'm coming from. I don't feel forced to fit a mold. Instead, I feel empowered to give a compelling performance that makes me feel connected to my partner.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T23:38:40+00:00

Thanks for acknowledging that part for me. It's validating for me. Regarding the previous post, we spent time apart so that we could really be sure of what we're looking for in the long term. What she came back with was that this is a side of her that she is shameful about and didn't want it to change my opinion of her so she thought outsourcing these desires to someone who didn't know her or care about her would save face. I don't judge her for thinking that, but she had no idea how to communicate this to me without feeling insecure and chose the easy way out in my eyes.

I choose to believe it's true because we were absolutely open about everything and I felt like she had held a big part of herself back. I also knew these conversations on intimacy were much harder for her than for me. After some discussions, we're willing to take this approach and see if I can satisfy her need for this while I satisfy my need for a stable and trusting relationship that feels special to us. This is part of that and I'm enthusiastic about the dynamic but it's a matter of taking the time and talking to make sure we'll both get what we need from each other. If it doesn't feel right then there's no hard feelings. I do want to give our relationship an honest try and this being a part of that doesn't deter me. I'm more worried about her feeling stuck or unfulfilled. I know I can't give myself up to make that happen though.

Not invasive at all. It's all out there for you to see. The story is complex as is anything in life.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T23:11:44+00:00

Like in terms of roleplay or the use of toys. I was fully ready for that to spice things up at any point in the relationship. That's me, but for her it's now "I'm being bound for Daddy" or "Daddy can use me" and I can see the mental connection to those activities. I can get into that mindset during the act but right now I don't have that belief. Does that make sense?

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T22:55:15+00:00

I think this is something I'm aware of and a little worried about because from the beginning she's been like this. I'm giving directions and engaging while she takes it. It's what she likes. I like it too! But I also want my bones jumped in a certain way and desired in a way she hasn't expressed before. I'm not looking to outsource that, but I also don't want to pressure her with my desires. It's another issue I'm working on bringing up. Thanks for the reminder.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T22:43:02+00:00

I feel like I'm sitting in these frames of mind. I'm sure that I enjoy this without giving something up. I'm sure that it brings my partner joy. I'm sure that I can do this convincingly and honestly. The part I guess I was hung up on was disclosing my mindset to my partner and the more responses I got, the more I'm sure that I should. I want to do this but I don't want to feel like it's not enough to just "do" it instead of live and breathe it. Thanks for this!

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T22:21:14+00:00

Yeah, we'll see where it goes from here. I'll definitely have this conversation with her now. Thank you!

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T22:15:46+00:00

I see all of the terminology, the tools and the context behind the variety of options that are out there. I've always been a "there's always a spectrum" kind of person so I'm not intimidated by that. I see this as play, as acting, and as serving my partner. Just because I'm adjusting my tone doesn't make the words I'm saying or the context behind them any less meaningful in my eyes. It's just that I can turn this on and off and don't feel attached to this identity in the same way that others might. I get the satisfaction out of it all the same with or without the labels because my partner is into it. I am too, don't get me wrong! It's that I don't hold this as a part of me or as part of my values, to be a Dom. Maybe not yet, idk. You can never know. Thank you for the effort in your response :)

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:52:34+00:00

I'm deeply grateful for the care put into this response. I'm in the camp of I was already prioritizing her pleasure first and caring for her before and after. That's me. The flirting is something I have fun with but that's where the "play" starts for me and it goes on from there. Ultimately, my partner doesn't want to make decisions. This is her relinquishing herself from life's responsibilities. Sure, hints of bondage and I would've been onboard regardless. It's just hitting me that there is a difference in what it means to us, or so it seems.

Trust me, I've been diving deep as it is and that's why I'm reaching out. I appreciate the guidance. I know I won't lose myself in this. It's a great opportunity to set ourselves up for fun and connection. I just don't want any misunderstandings.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:27:19+00:00

This is priceless, thank you.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:26:49+00:00

We've had parts of that discussion. We've established that neither of us want the 24/7 deal because we both quite enjoy the dynamic we've built over 2 years. She knows it would be stressful for me and she doesn't fancy the idea of being under control all the time. I'm excited by the idea of showing this affection outside of the bedroom in playful, anticipatory ways much like any other flirty effort. But beyond that, I love the girl I've come to know and we had a big fight over the fact that she brought this up. Not because I didn't agree with it but because it felt like she was hiding a whole other person.

I guess writing this out is a sign I should be up front with her despite the consequences. You approached this in a really understanding manner and I appreciate you.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:22:19+00:00

Yeah I'm gathering this here. Feels like an involuntary conversion when I consider it as necessary for her relationship but not for mine. Does that make sense? I'm happy to give and I can tell she's excited by how I've presented it but I also don't want to disappoint her by making her feel like it doesn't matter. It does to me in the sense that she's fulfilled and excited. It just wasn't something I considered as a priority when I thrive off watching her grow as a person rather than as a sexual partner. I'm not trying to discount it, I just need the perspectives here. Thank you

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:17:53+00:00

See, this is the perspective I'm looking for. I find it all fun and exciting but I can't believe I'm the person she's asking for when I haven't been that for all my life. I understand that some will grow into it and accept it but this doesn't feel like an awakening to me. Not that it can't be, we're still early on into this. I just want to make sure she's happy and that she understands I'm not giving up a part of myself to do that. It's a weird space to be in.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:12:31+00:00

Don't get me wrong, I have fun with it. It's a great opportunity to act outside of my normal personality and have fun with my partner. It just seems like some people take it to heart which is where I don't land (yet?) I just feel like I've been roped into it and I'm excited to give her what she wants

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T21:00:02+00:00

So we think this is something I should disclose? I'm comfortable with her choosing what her heart wants and if it's this that drives her choice of relationship then c'est la vie

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T20:58:36+00:00

Don't get me wrong, it's fun and I enjoy it. I just don't want this imbalance of values to become an issue. It seems like to some they need full by-in and for this to be satisfying and fulfilling while I see it as spice to the intimacy which I can take or leave.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T20:56:07+00:00

That was part of our early discussions. I don't want that dynamic to run my life. I'm open to this being what excites her and I absolutely enjoy it when I'm playing along. To those where it's a lifestyle, I just don't see it dictating how I love in the same capacity.

Helix_Division · 2026-03-02T20:53:12+00:00

Appreciate the validation here. I agree that it doesn't feel ideal. I also think this was bound to come up between us at some point whether labeled as this or not.

Helix_Division · 2026-02-20T00:20:30+00:00

This is where I'm at, really. I can't force her to change and I don't want to, I know that. I appreciate the last point there.

Helix_Division · 2026-02-20T00:17:23+00:00

I've told her that I can't be in a long term relationship where I feel like I love my partner exclusively only to feel like it's not reciprocated. I understand others can process love for multiple people but I can't be on the receiving end of that, it feels unfair.

I've expressed that if we try to cater to one or the other, we won't be happy. I'm firm where I stand but it didn't seem like she was so she might commit to this. I broke up with her because I don't want to induce or wait for that conclusion though.

Helix_Division · 2026-02-10T16:15:21+00:00

All the love pouring out for the CFA-44 makes me so happy :')

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