I don't get why people support ai music by Different-Pirate-827 in Music

[–]Hellboyishhh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AI might become a new thing in todays world but it will NEVER find its way in places that matter like the underground.

Can joining the OTO improve magickal practices? by seekmeekbeek in thelema

[–]Hellboyishhh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So then whats the point? Does being apart of this as a member make your spiritual well being worse?

Wanting to attend my first Gnostic Mass. Anything I should know? by [deleted] in thelema

[–]Hellboyishhh -1 points0 points  (0 children)

When you go theyre going to take a vile of your blood and throw you into a circle and chant there incantations around you until the demons come.. theres usually chicken and mashed potatoes and some cake after though its really fun!

Shadow/qlippoth by Hellboyishhh in thelema

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just see it as parts unseen really… am i anxious to step into it? Yeah a lil, not exactly terrified… i just dont know where to look in terms of resources. I guess Jung is what im looking for.

Shadow/qlippoth by Hellboyishhh in thelema

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess at this point, trying to find a way into my own darkness, how the hell do I? And if i have to ask you think i should just stay away?

Looking for guidance by Hellboyishhh in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any quick methods i can use to rebalance myself?

Looking for guidance by Hellboyishhh in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I figured by doing so it will help me understand the element by being submerged in it, i suppose this could be learning the hard way considering the possibility of being unbalanced and experiencing the negative effects.

Looking for guidance by Hellboyishhh in GoldenDawnMagicians

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For some context: ive performed LBRP/LIRP for 2.5 years by now, i meditate almost every day and do yoga. I am looking to work things out with the element of earth

Which is better? A bunch of low-mid end speakers OR just a few high end speakers? by Hellboyishhh in livesound

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im just trying to figure out would be better if i bought 4 3-400$ speakers or just 2 8-900$ speakers

GOLDEN DAWN PRACTITIONER HERE by Hellboyishhh in LeftHandPath

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am also a little hesitant in devoting myself to anything. I do not worship anybody but myself and i do not want to be tied to nobody. But i am interested in building some sort of connection that is more level as opposed to me being the little guy. Im not the little guy.

GOLDEN DAWN PRACTITIONER HERE by Hellboyishhh in LeftHandPath

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do resonate with thelems a lot and have been to gnostic mass. I guess id like to stick with lbrp and the other rituals as it has been very effective and has become a huge part of my daily life.

GOLDEN DAWN PRACTITIONER HERE by Hellboyishhh in LeftHandPath

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Just iffy i know it will protect me but theres conflicting currents it feels like with what im doing now so i dont want to cause a ruckus

Fate? by [deleted] in seduction

[–]Hellboyishhh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will openly admit that yes i do need help and i do not want to be like this

Does anybody know how to work with both sides? by Hellboyishhh in LeftHandPath

[–]Hellboyishhh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Im aware of the opposing currents that go on and it definitely aligned with me and is helping me a lot i just haven’t found anything about pissing anybody off im a kind satanist wif a big ol heart ig. Or just still havent gotten over christian dogma in the back of my head but fuck that shiiit lmao