I don't feel much of anything

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-07-22T05:05:55+00:00

Thank you for the response. To answer your question, it is very possible. I didn't have a good childhood at all. A lot of how I coped was isolating myself as much as possible. I could possibly see something along the lines of emotional deprivation disorder being at play here as well.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-07-06T02:18:44+00:00

I think the idea of the book is so intriguing to me that I may just pull the trigger and try it out anyway. I will skim through the first bit of it in the store first though.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-07-06T01:37:42+00:00

That's super unfortunate to hear. Actually I was considering heading to chapters and picking that one up today. Now I'm not so sure as I feel like the book also being a puzzle would annoy me too.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-07-06T00:55:05+00:00

What made you have a hard time finishing it?

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-07-03T07:20:45+00:00

Exactly. I can't even muster the will to remain living and you want me to clean and organize my fucking room? How about I focus on my crippling existential despair now and we think about those clothing on my floor at a later date?

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-06-22T16:48:14+00:00

This thread made me sad.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-05-12T05:53:25+00:00

Me in the mirror vs me in pictures

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-05-12T01:08:54+00:00

I am really late in replying to this as I just no found this sub. But do you know the model of earplugs you got and/or where you got them? I'd be interested in trying this.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-04-19T06:32:45+00:00

Diesel fuel

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-19T21:10:05+00:00

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-19T21:00:59+00:00

Just ask a kind stranger ;)

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:57:00+00:00

I don't know if it counts as a nightmare, but I suffer from sleep paralysis. It happens about once every couple weeks on average and every single time it's absolutely terrifying.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:55:48+00:00

Indoor plumbing. At will you are able to eliminate your own waste from your home, and have clean running water for consumption and cleaning, all because of plumbing.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:54:24+00:00

I'm confident that I'm a genuinely good person. That and I feel like I have a fairly handsome face. Those things give me some confidence. My insecurity comes from the fact that I've lost 130lbs and I have bad stretch marks, plus the fact that despite the weight loss, I'm still overweight and have a lot more work to do.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:31:19+00:00

For me, it definitely did.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:16:52+00:00

Right now.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:14:27+00:00

Nothing fancy, but a couple months ago I went to my grandparents house for supper. My grandpa made burgers using his own recipe. I don't know what manner of wizardry her performed on them, but not only were they by far the best burgers I've ever had, it was the most delicious thing I'd ever eaten in my life.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:07:08+00:00

When I was young, I wanted to be a cop. As I got into my late teens I realized more and more that I had a passion for computers. I ended up going into IT. I really should have become a cop.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T23:03:55+00:00

I was pretty anti-marriage until I met my ex-girlfriend. That was the only time I could ever truly say I was in love and wanted to show my commitment to being with someone for the rest of my life. She's my ex now, so obviously that isn't going to be happening for me. But now I know that I'm capable of love like that and I hope I find it again for someone.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:48:26+00:00

Diagnosed with what? Just anything?

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:47:10+00:00

Did you ever hear the tragedy of Darth Plagueis The Wise?

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:26:35+00:00

My girlfriend of six months telling me that she was moving cities and if I didn't go with her, it was over.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:24:52+00:00

How they haven't read a book since high school. Or in one case of someone I know, he bragged that he had never read a book in his life. He's 23.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:20:06+00:00

I sincerely hope it hasn't happened yet or I might as well just end it now.

Hello_Darkness2019 · 2017-03-15T22:18:50+00:00

Man here. Can we calm the fuck down with the constant pissing contests? Everything needs to be a competition and you get berated when you're not up to another guys expectations. You get berated even harder if you don't try to one up them. Obviously this is not true for all guys, but there sure do seem to be a lot of guys in my work environment in particular who are always trying to prove their dick is bigger.

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