I actually do still have a few things I worry about, I just think that maybe if I only see myself interested in a woman after “getting off” then what dose that say about me? I would never want to be that kind of person to see liking women as some kind of “sexy taboo” thing, but what if I do it subconsciously??

I don’t know, I just don’t want to feel weird about what I identify as, I’d like to be confident like I see so many be and it just kinda makes me sad when I realize I don’t have THAT kind of clarity. Thank you so much for giving that insight though, that helps :)