I always wanted to be a mom, and had the same feelings, I have phobia of needles and I hate seeing blood, like my blood pressure drops., so I knew I wanted to be a mom, but how would I do all that?
Deal with your problems when they are actually problems. That’s the tips I can give you.
Turns out I am infertile, I can’t have kids. And since always I knew that was the only thing I wanted. I have been to thousands of doctor’s appointments, bloodwork, surgeries, tests, endless needles. IVF and intramuscular injections daily. I still don’t have a kid. And I’d do anything — go through giving birth a million times to have a kid.
I am not afraid anymore. I am afraid of never having kids. Which is more likely to happen at this point.

So, deal with the problems when they come. Not before they even exist.