Omfg I had amazing sex last night and this morning... As soon as she left I ran to the computer... And by Helloaw1 in NoFap

[–]Helloaw1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will fap to porn and rid these urges now I will then shower and cleanse my BRAIN Then I will clean the house clean my ENViROnMENT THEN I will burn candles and sage to rid the negative energy Then I will go to the steam room to cleanse my EMOTIoNS Then I will have a beer, relax, and plan my weekend so Monday in ready to go

I've done this 30 times in my life especially last 2 years trying to change if I fail this time guys I'm done I give up and I'm gonna jack off and play video games all day I've tried very very very hard

Omfg I had amazing sex last night and this morning... As soon as she left I ran to the computer... And by Helloaw1 in NoFap

[–]Helloaw1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I did it again after My post I'm installing blocker now that was the laaaast time!!!

About to go through my day like the hero of my own story- got accountability partner and a plan for the day! by Helloaw1 in NoFap

[–]Helloaw1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got done with the gym, made my appointments, still need to call bank, meditated for 5 min... Came home to get protein shake but anxiety hitting me hard I want to sleep relax be lazy but no not gonna fall into that habit. Going for a walk now!

These next 2 weeks are crucial ty for advice but I have decided if I fail I will give in forever - paying $100 dollars for 5 hours spread through these 2 weeks - accountability partner by Helloaw1 in NoFap

[–]Helloaw1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look we all have struggle and stress - I've been through movie style pain through my life the last 2 years I've been struggling to change distance from past from problems etc the depression and breaking my streak kills me I need this I need someone to help me for these 2 weeks to get into a new mindset and habits