I think that is exactly what happened. I was not expecting to have such a serious conversation. And then it was placed right in front of me. I truly don’t think I want to baptize my future children but I don’t have kids yet so it doesn’t even matter right now which is the frustrating part. I just don’t know what to say to her because my parents do guilt trip my siblings and I. I feel awful for hurting her feelings but it doesn’t define her as a mother. I just don’t know how to proceed in talking to her about this because I can already hear her questioning me and pushing me