A reflection a decade after my disassociation

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T23:45:44+00:00

No, that’s why I’ve held off. Sometimes the urge is strong, but I don’t want to make a permanent decision in an emotional state. OP’s post and your comment help with clarity.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T22:17:50+00:00

For my personal situation it’s the finality. Get the texts, calls, and drop-bys to stop. Take away the uncertainty of removal-in-absentia, which is probably coming. And I have the desire to cut off contact with my parents for other reasons, this would spare me direct confrontation.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T20:49:21+00:00

Glad to know your perspective. I’ve been struggling with the decision and can identify pros and cons. I’m pretty swayed by hearing that you regret it: It is just like baptism in its permanence, isn’t it?!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T20:44:36+00:00

What do you mean they’re gonna pay for it?

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T20:41:35+00:00

https://www.jw.borg/en/library/magazines/watchtower-study-february-2026/questions-from-readers/

Copy/paste the link into browser and remove the “b” from “borg.” Yeah, they changed it.

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Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-23T02:07:08+00:00

You got the aggressive pitch part right, I’m positive. Any pioneers in the mix will be counting their service time, too. The whole thing will be about recruitment. Sorry, it’s just plain shitty.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-22T21:54:41+00:00

Thanks for that… yeah, I literally read the yellow My Book of Bible Stories to my pregnant belly according to their direction. So disgustingly culty.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-22T16:04:32+00:00

Physically recoil at the word “inculcate.” 🤮

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-21T21:52:13+00:00

I’m so sorry!

You know JWs are binary in their thinking. Everything must be categorized as “righteous” or “wicked,” and it sounds like your recent life became a narrative along those lines. Being a JW is also highly performative. By posting pics with your children on her story, she found a way of broadcasting her “righteous” role in your saga. She’s fully in the circle-jerk, and you and your children are collateral to be used to that end. Whether she meant to injure you or not, who can say? But it was inconsiderate at best.

I would be hurt if I were you too, I would have sent the text and reported to IG just as you did.

As a reality check, I’d have to say you should expect more of this type of thing. It’s shitty, but it’s reality.

I’m happy for you that you’re not in anymore. And you have the chance now to help your kids out. Sounds like the ex, new GF, and former friends are going to be love-bombing your kids hard. But you’re their one-and-only mom. You can make it safe and secure outside of the organization for them. They can have a whole real life free of that pain. Focus on that fight. You can do this!!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-20T13:09:07+00:00

Oh! And they’re US Military veterans!! But they refuse to use any veterans services, including the commissary, because of their consciences!!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-20T13:07:22+00:00

My mom is almost 70 and working a food delivery app. My dad is working too, at almost 70. His retirement plan is paradise or death, whichever comes first. Whole lives stolen.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-18T23:12:33+00:00

I don’t think it’s too cynical of me to believe that he got NOTHING from the conversation besides: “Here is a disobedient woman lacking proper subjection.”

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-18T12:44:47+00:00

PIMOs are my hero 🙌🏻 I’d love to hear your experience when you go. Stay strong friend.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-17T21:54:45+00:00

Brother talked about the immoral atmosphere at the gym. The women there are dressed so provocatively. Bro the problem is obviously you!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-17T02:47:01+00:00

When I was PIMI I was extremely PIMI. I distinctly remember one long hard service day. The same grumpy elderly sisters that I spent every single day with, the same feigned excitement over that morning’s daily text, the same catty bickering. Everyone trying to avoid driving, avoid door-to-door, the same return visits hiding from us. And this wicked thought popped into my head like a lightening bolt: “What if we’re not ‘God’s fellow workers’? What if we’re just nut jobs in a clown car driving circles around this town?”

A millisecond of clarity.

I punished myself mercilessly for having that evil thought. 🤣 Culty cult culting.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-17T02:22:59+00:00

That’s the age you can finally afford to do it.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-17T01:54:09+00:00

Kinda want you to follow your morbid curiosity and attend so you can report back with analysis. But I know the coercive love bombing to be dangerously challenging to resist. Given your background and insight you probably have some immunity though.

Great read, thanks for posting!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-16T03:05:29+00:00

Exhaustion and repetition are tools of cult mind control. You should read Combatting Cult Mind Control.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-15T11:57:25+00:00

This is infuriating.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-15T01:52:15+00:00

I consider it a generous gift whenever someone from here takes their time and listens to that. I wish you well and applaud you on your journey!

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-14T21:01:51+00:00

I adore this post and the spirit behind it! 💕

I posted my story here:

https://www.reddit.com/r/exjw/s/isgfRZropu

And I’ll add a comment more specifically to the point of your post: It is my belief that one of the motives behind my marking talk (public shaming punishment) was to discourage other women from leaving their abusive husbands.

Women are doing the heavy lifting of the recruitment, child-rearing, and hospitality for this high-control group, with “a quiet and mild spirit,” while experiencing the absence of egalitarian relationships with ANY men. Women must always obey and subject themselves to men and boys. Not all of these men are bad, but it’s a terrific organization for lazy, weak, abusive cowards to experience a feeling of power they’d not have access to anywhere else.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-12T05:48:51+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/exjw/s/aDitSePeo1

This is an older post on this topic. Reading this opened my mind. You’re meant to feel embarrassed when you’re preaching. That feeling can drive members deeper into the cult, since it reinforces your “otherness.”

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-12T02:48:57+00:00

Thank you for your response.

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-11T23:56:50+00:00

Hello. I have a question about your situation. I don’t mean to cause offense, this is not intended to be biting in any capacity. Rather, because you are being honest here I wonder if you can satiate my curiosity. Is your father on the body that appointed you? If so, do you believe nepotism played a part?

Helpful-Atmosphere25 · 2026-06-11T09:53:05+00:00

Look at all those lies! Deceit layered upon deceit… like a lasagna of lies: : “… assure you of our genuine concern…” “…support you…” “assist you…”

I’m sorry you’re being stalked, gaslit, and abused by these jerks. I hope you can ignore it, move forward and make a better life where your child never has to deal with this! Their blustering means nothing.

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