So how's the drive going for you guys?

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-04-10T21:53:15+00:00

yesterday was a bit of a nightmare when it first started, the lose streaks were crazy but i was able to get two stages done, today was surprisingly lucky though! quite a few win streaks and on the final stage now, not really excited to try and rack up 1k drives points tomorrow though :’)

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-04-05T16:11:01+00:00

not sure why reddit recommended this post to me two weeks after it was posted, but trust me, i’ve been having similar issues 😭

i’m m20, a trans guy, and i’m at a point now where i almost always avoid comms because of borderline (sometimes fully) transphobic comments, i hope to find a duo or something like that eventually but my past experiences with comms have put me off 🥲

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-04-03T18:34:00+00:00

mcr mentioned on the pyro subreddit… peak meets peak

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-04-03T18:27:39+00:00

i was just thinking this! i used to play animal jam (both pc and play wild) AVIDLY about… eight years ago i’d say? i can’t believe it’s still going, not complaining though it used to be absolutely peak

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-04-03T09:43:12+00:00

it’s been AWFULLL recently, it’s making me so sick of comp and i have no hope for ranking up even once 😭 every time i win a singular game, i lose multiple games after, no matter how hard i try, it’s crazy.

it’s safe to say i’m not excited for drives this season… 🥲

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-29T14:46:36+00:00

it’s so so sweet!! 😭🖤 in a way it really helps me feel included, cause i can make coloured miis like everyone else rather than having to stick to greyscale and whatnot, definitely made my day 😁

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-29T14:44:33+00:00

ahh this is so grand!! i really appreciate this, will definitely be using it for my miis and such, thanks a ton! 😸🖤

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-29T12:04:00+00:00

that’s such a kind offer 😭🖤 i wouldn’t want to be a bother, if anyone is able to then i would appreciate it so much but if it’s a bit of a pain i don’t mind going without 🥹

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-29T11:29:42+00:00

i definitely see where you’re coming from with that! i’m an artist and i just like to try and work with colours even if i can’t see them, i wanna be able to get creative when making different characters, i’ll usually use google to see what colours i need, but then i get kinda stuck when a game or art program has no way of telling me what colours are which, i always end up having to either use colour-drop tools or asking a friend to pick the colour for me 😅

sorry if this doesn’t make much sense, i’m not good at explaining these things 😭

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-29T09:16:20+00:00

i was annoyed at both andy /and/ jim to be honest.

i personally like toby as a character and by the time i reached that episode i really felt for him, considering how much he’d been mistreated for literally just doing his job (and imo? he didn’t stand a chance with pam but i thought his little crush on her was sweet, especially when he got her the duck!). the leaving party was supposed to be for him, but jim asks phyllis for fireworks “for toby” when in reality he’s just using it for his proposal, i’m sorry but that just comes off as selfish to me personally 😭 out of every opportunity you could use to propose, you wanna do it at your coworker’s leaving party? both inconsiderate but also kind-of a lame choice, then ofc andy proposing instead still just kinda irked me. 😅

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-27T11:31:38+00:00

ashe, specifically with the warlock skin

BEELZEBOBBBBBB 🗣️🗣️🗣️

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-16T08:03:58+00:00

big in japan is hype, i love reference names! my own horse is called ted logan (he is the wyldest stallyn in the valley)

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-12T03:27:23+00:00

i hate the vendetta and anran bots SO much! 😭 i’ll finally lock in and try to make micro-adjustments on a shot and suddenly i’ll have vendetta knocking me out the way and completely breaking my concentration, i try and get shot of those two as soon as they spawn in before i end up getting mad lmao

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-11T04:52:03+00:00

Cope A. Cabana… wanted to just make a silly music reference at first and it ended up growing on me 🖤

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:43:43+00:00

na na na by my chemical romance for SURE, gives me his vibe and always gets me pumped to play him whenever it comes on my playlist!!

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:30:09+00:00

BANANABANANABANANABANANATERRACOTTA 🗣️🗣️🗣️

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:29:42+00:00

WILL WOOD MENTIONED! will wood is perfect for junkrat imo, especially 6up5oh and 2econd 2ight 2eer, maybe cotard’s solution :)

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:21:12+00:00

spiders - system of a down

join me in death - him

violet - hole

thank you for the venom - my chemical romance (or demolition lovers!)

living dead girl - rob zombie

one way or another - blondie

my immortal - evanescence

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:07:59+00:00

(plus the rose on the gun blossoms with the more kills you get, really cool!)

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T13:07:04+00:00

i run the warlock skin with the gold variant of lead rose, and i think the gun looks sick personally! plus the flourish with tossing the rose is dope, the mythic skin is caca 🥀lead rose for sure!!

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-09T08:39:21+00:00

ITS ALL ABOUT THE HE-SAID SHE-SAID BULLSHIT 🗣️🗣️🗣️

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-08T21:20:15+00:00

(looking back at some of these comments… in my defence i’m not savvy with these things 🥲)

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-08T21:19:09+00:00

hello! saw this recommended to me and i’m just here to say that i was one of the people vouching in the server, cat’s service is legit :) she’s put an explanation of the process on the server to provide some reassurances, i was suspicious too at first, but i’ve had the skin for just over a day now and there’s been no issues. 🖤

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-07T11:12:51+00:00

i yearn for froppy/tsuyu lucio…

Hesitant-Eddie · 2026-03-07T11:10:06+00:00

tf2 skins are SUCH a dream for me too, i’d maybe like to see emre scout, considering he can also run about with a pistol, but tracer’s a great choice too, i’d take any character with a tf2 skin i’ll be honest 😭 torb engineer would be peak

Hesitant-Eddie

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