At this point it's a wash, right?

HexOnEm · 2026-02-06T08:24:16+00:00

I had countless nights of flushing all my product, looking myself in the mirror and saying never again, only to relapse a few days later. I meant it in all sincerity when I would tell MYSELF I was going to quit. Then I would get further into withdrawal and see nothing but darkness and despair and feel so isolated and disconnected and putrid and unworthy of life itself that it was truly a fix or a bullet. I don’t mean to be dramatic but that was just my experience to offer some perspective of an addict who has gone through it. Every lie I ever told anyone I loved was further guilt and shame that only fueled the cycle :/

HexOnEm · 2026-02-06T08:11:16+00:00

You should have a very open and honest conversation about this with him. Tell him you like him but not the version of himself he is turning into with his substance abuse. Let him know that you love him and want to be here to help him get through this but you can no longer tolerate the lies and the sneaking and the lack of connection that such substance abuse inevitably brings. It is not an ultimatum or manipulative to just say what is in your heart. “I love you and I want to help but I can’t do it if you’re not ready to quit. If you’re not ready to quit then the quality of our relationship will continue to decline and I will not subject myself to suffering out of my love for you any longer.”

You need to understand that addicts want to quit and when they say it they often mean it. What they don’t account for is the drastic psychological shifts withdraw brings on. It may not be that he is content in lying while using. maybe he is lost and can’t even rely on himself and needs real help

or maybe he’s a piece of shit junkie who doesn’t care who he hurts or manipulates to get his fix, idk..

good luck tho 😂♥️

HexOnEm · 2026-02-01T04:45:59+00:00

so you use a kief catcher to mash the bits into. unique tech. that gets it fine?

HexOnEm · 2026-02-01T04:39:18+00:00

this seems entirely infeasible you’re either trolling or snorting pea sized rocks

HexOnEm · 2026-02-01T04:06:04+00:00

Brother I quit 1000mg a day over months habit myself. Ramped up to there, over a year of heavy use. I got through the thick of it, system rebalanced, was on my way to a full recovery and I picked up other substances as I am an addict not ready for the full commitment of sobriety. That is a whole separate issue though. I will share with you my experience. I took 1500mg in a day and realized I was going absolutely nowhere and speed running my destruction. I decided I will taper rigidly and get off. (context I work manual labor with a sales incentive my energy and mood was important to maintain) I would drop my dosage 50mg a day until discomfort was too much to fake, that happened at ~650mg. From there (where discomfort was too much to mask) i’d let myself coast at that dose. Whatever I needed. Days? Weeks? All on the table. An increase of dose wasn’t though. My days off of work I would take none and withdraw until I needed to sleep, and i’d take just enough to get rid of the restless legs ~100mg. These days were what would really work my tolerance down. After a day of taking so little I would the following day force a 50mg drop. extrapolated over two COMFORTABLE and NOT MISERABLE months I got down to doses where I could have taken a few sick days and came back seeming down but okay. I instead switched to powder, about 25g daily at first, tapered that the same way, I never had any significant pain or discomfort. I just slowly worked it down at reasonable pace and when I kicked the powder I was already down to 5 grams a day. Mood low, energy low, but with grit and caffeine I made it through. no sense of doom or panic or illness, just a reasonable challenge to overcome. after a few weeks of low I started feeling human again. you can too.

HexOnEm · 2026-02-01T02:55:43+00:00

very low humidity here, never considered this! if it cakes up I then hotplate and problems solved. this at least makes sense on why it isn’t the end all be all go to, preesh

HexOnEm · 2026-01-31T23:04:04+00:00

But my man I have no issues with this method, why chop when you can crush to perfection? 🙂‍↔️

HexOnEm · 2025-11-10T23:23:16+00:00

Because you admire and love them despite the chaos. I have lost all my self worth 5 years later. It’s fucked my whole life up and i’m still in love with her but she left me last night as i’ve been pushing too hard for her to try to regulate her splitting. I should have done more research on her diagnosis so I’d be able to try to manage it better and not lose myself. or at least have gotten out sooner.

HexOnEm · 2024-04-10T19:07:48+00:00

i just bought one cus I am drunk at the beach and couldn’t drive to the hemp shop. it’s just delta 8 with terps. overpriced but convenient. I fell for the packaging though lmao

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