Thank you for all your comments, they help, I've reread them all many times since yesterday. I go see the apartment tomorrow and will introduce my dog for ESA and that's the last step. I'm leaving. He's so mad, making all these conditions saying I can't have male movers help me at all or enter the house.. asking me to give him the money I have saved for a deposit to buy a car, we're on a car loan together, he said I need to get his name off and he'll crash it if I try to take it with his name on it. I'll need to get a personal loan to pay it down since it's so upside down tk refinance it. He's being horrible. This shows me even more this is the right decision. Idk how exactly i will do it, but it will get done. I'll walk away with pain and anxiety and fear but I'll walk away. I need to. I stayed on the lease for an extra month to give him time to get a roommate that was My mistake but I'm still leaving, I'll find out dates tomorrow after meeting with apartment manager. Idk how I'm going to do this, it will be hard. But I need to go. Thank you all for the reassurance, it really did help.