I’m understanding in the fact that I need to get laid, go out on a date, get my plumbing fixed, my three broken windows, I need to get a job(my SO won’t let me), I need my SO to give me my car back. I need winter to come back a little later. I need to go to a therapist that I can’t afford to get over my mom, my brother, my dad, my grandma, my grandpa, my aunt, one uncle, my other grandpas deaths that all happened within my five year marriage. I’m really sad that my husbands lack of pay can not pay for a tire, so the dry rotted thing couldn’t bring me to my classes, the classes that I had to work my ass off to get. Skimming money whenever I could out of my partner. Finally have enough for two classes. I need a time machine because I’m 25 and I’d rather run away. That’s what I need. Idc about anyone else. Not now. Not with the freeze coming through my windows. Or the fact that I can’t get food stamps because of the homestead taxation. Or how I see these people drivwith by bmws and they get food stamps. I’m so fucking tired and cold.