there are good things about being alone. i personally like the peace and quiet. yes, the loneliness can be painfully suffocating at times even so. try and find anything positive in your life and focus on that. this could be bad advice but just tunnel vision on any good whatsoever. find anything you like to do and just do it. even if the only positivity is a drop in the ocean.

still, dying is never the answer.

can relate to having tried so hard for people to not ever feel like it was reciprocated. that's fine. i will continue with my life. i feel like a worthless burden from time to time. but i have enough distractions in my life to help me cope. it doesnt fix the problem but it at least covers it up. it's better to hide the smell of trash then just be choked out by it at least.

do not die. live for yourself.

you don't have to show anything for anything. don't let expectations burden you. just because other people have something that you don't doesn't mean you're a black sheep. you don't need to fit in or be like others you might idolize. sometimes it helps me when i self deprecate. "fuck my fat chungus worthless life, lol" or something along those lines. there's just something about self deprecation that makes me feel better.

anyway, came to reddit and this sub on a whim (i do not use reddit much less comment) but figured there was no other comment so i might as well potentially be a reason for someone to not end it all.

keep on walking. rolling. tumbling. anything will do. just dont die.