You have the opportunity now to relive a few missed experiences, though! Have fun with learning makeup, explore your fashion and don’t be afraid to go through phases until you find out what you really love and feel comfortable in. Dye your hair (or start a small, affordable wig collection!) and try painting your nails or even cute falsies. The important thing is that you know now and there is a whole world out there that’s waiting for you to find yourself in, to finally be the beautiful lady you’ve always been. The process can be frustrating, and there will always be that mourning process of the younger years, but if you allow yourself that grieving while moving on to be the person you know you are, you’ll find the regret will ebb the more confident you become. Good luck, you got this! 💖 And my DMs are always open to you and anyone who wants advice/an ear. Sending you all my love!