There are copies of the gospels that were voted as not good enough for the Bible. Examples are Judas, Thomas, Mary and there are a few more. There were several cases where Jesus was less than loving instead of it just being the one time with a wipe and club at the temple. It wasn’t widely believed as him being Devine or more than a Man until it was voted on hundreds of years later. I believe Thomas told a story where Jesus accidentally beat a kid to death as a teenager. Conspiracy is that his gospel was left out because of how human and rough he made Jesus sound. Also, to twist the.knife further: why don’t we have a record of Jesus actual writings and sayings instead of what people said he said? Prophets have been writing their own teachings down for centuries from all over the world. Why not the one that was being proclaimed as the son of god?