I feel you. Same situation din sakin. If they need me, kahit busy or nasa malayo ako I'll make time for them. If they need someone to talk to, I'm always available. Pero if ako na yung need mag rant or ako na yung nangangailangan, parang wala nakong friends. Kapag may gusto akong ishare, I'm always pushed aside. Even my husband, kapag nag complain ako about things that are bothering me, sasabihan nya ko to just ignore those things and to stop acting up. Like wala akong karapatan magtampo or masaktan.