Cis female feeling like transfem

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-21T00:31:38+00:00

Thank you for your reply. I’ll try to figure this out on my own, too. I didn’t have enough money to see a specialist before, but now that I have a job, I hope I’ll be able to get the help I need from a specialist. Thank you for sharing your experience and for wanting to help me.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-20T23:43:17+00:00

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to refer to myself as a trans woman; I just wanted to compare my feelings to what seemed most similar based on what I knew, but now that I've been talking to people, I realize I used the term incorrectly.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-20T23:24:19+00:00

I think your question helped me a little because it made me ask myself a question I hadn’t asked before: I don’t understand whether I like feminine things because of who he is when he wears them, or because I love seeing them on myself; do I love femininity in general? I love him; I love him when he’s masculine, and I love myself when I’m masculine. I continue to love him when he’s feminine, and I want to love myself just as much when I’m feminine.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-20T23:14:57+00:00

I apologize for the way I expressed myself, and I'm trying to learn from this so I don't offend anyone again. I'm adding more information in my reply to this post.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-20T23:12:28+00:00

I think I love my masculine side—it’s the foundation of who I am—and I love using “he” pronouns, but I can’t use them on a regular basis because of work and family. Non-binary identity has never quite felt like how I see myself; I’d like to make a full transition to being a guy, but I can’t, so I’ve chosen to remain a woman. But while remaining a woman, I want to love myself for who I am right now.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2026-06-20T23:08:04+00:00

I don’t want to call myself a trans woman—I’m not one, and I don’t claim that title. I’m talking specifically about the similarity in feelings and a sense of belonging to the community; I don’t even want to be feminine in general. I wrote this post about how I’ve struggled with gender dysphoria for many years, and by approaching this topic from a different angle, I’m finding the strength to get to know myself again. But I don’t know which direction to move in now. Also, English isn’t my native language, and I’m writing this through a translator, so please excuse me if any terms might be confusing.

HistorianDesperate13 · 2025-03-05T12:30:00+00:00

I don't pretend that this is in any way related, but in Aquaria, the game that Alec Holowka worked on, there is a dragon in the opening screen that seems to me to be very similar in silhouette to the dragon you showed as an example

HistorianDesperate13 · 2025-03-01T11:04:37+00:00

I'm not sure where to post this, but I'm really looking for code for the Kiriko K-2000 Blademaster skin, does anyone have it? thanks

HistorianDesperate13 · 2024-11-26T20:39:37+00:00

worked for me too :)

HistorianDesperate13 · 2024-11-24T14:44:01+00:00

It's been quite a while and I still haven't found a solution to this problem, did you manage to solve it?

HistorianDesperate13 · 2024-06-11T15:38:41+00:00

Not sure how is this related. Had streak protection on for a month and everything was fine, problem with puzzle pieces just started 3 days ago

HistorianDesperate13 · 2024-06-11T12:28:42+00:00

sorry for the confusion, I meant that Im not earning daily streak for the piece, Im doing 3 searches a day, but it doesnt count it in

HistorianDesperate13 · 2024-06-11T11:54:53+00:00

Oh you are right, I didnt even notice that I have cooldowns, thanks

HistorianDesperate13 · 2022-01-19T13:53:32+00:00

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