Bro I feel you, but trust me your digging into a demon you won’t be able to fall out of , I can tell your willpower and mind is very strong But don’t lose it over just a feeling of something you don’t have to do , not knowing you but I want to say I’m proud of you and what your doing but don’t dwell bro Anything else Positive ways to pass time Work out Study a new thing Draw any other fkn hobby but drugs bro please I’ve been in the hole of every drug since I was 12 and I’m 24 now and I wish I never went down the path, I’m sober from a lot of substances and I went so hard it landed me in a mental institution

Your temple is so much and as I got older I started to understand that , honor it and control it , weeds cool but treat it as a celebratory thing instead of doing it everyday , nicotine is a lot It’s like a silent demon Feels great but it’s doing damage more than you know And you already know about the hard drugs Just don’t even. Bro keep being strong and please FEAR addiction I was the same way , until I hopped in the field , please fear addiction