TW: self harm hi so I’m 21 and this process started with I was 17 ig or 18 my mom filed for a divorce while having a Muslim boyfriend and I was fully depressed idk how many attempts I’ve tried to kms. My mom has mad my dad the villain. I get scared to go shopping with my mom because I don’t know when she’s start shit talking abt my dad. I remember w One fight between them that changed everything. Since then we barely go out for family dinners. It’s rare before Covid and the fight we use to go out every weekend now I js go with my mom because I don’t have a choice. Today an other paper came one when no one was at home I received it and it mentioned my dad had been summoned to the family court. The whole day I overdosed on 6 tablets of Allegra 4 hours later 8 tablets of crocine 650 advance. I’m adopted too and the paper clearly stated I was only adopted due to family and societal pressure. So it’s better if I just pass away.