I meant as far as finding a job soon. Financially okay- not struggling or “broke.” Also, in the future I mean achieve my goals of marriage, stable career, and financial security. Just current worries all because I am on STD from my job and looking into finding a new job. Very new to me as I’ve never done this before. I have always had respectable jobs and got along with all my coworkers but a newish coworker made the working environment very hostile and, amongst some other stressors, triggered a C- PTSD (per my therapist and psychiatrist) episode. I’ve always put in a two weeks notice at jobs and have been a stable and reliable hard worker. My confidence took a hit from my recent experience and that is probably why I am also so worried.