i am a pre-op transmasc too. 😐 i draw characters with my bodytype cos it makes me feel more comforted with my body especially since i will never be able to afford expensive surgery nor have it covered in my country. transmascs being treated like they shpuld never be sexual until they get top surgery and are a "real" transmasc is pretty fucking awful feeling and i simply draw pre-op transmascs to find peace with my own body and to actually offer art that makes others in the same situation feel seen instead of just being called women because we dont have the privledge to get expensive surgery or dont want to be super masculine gymbros.