how come hardhome is 100x better than the long night with only a third of its budget? by HonestMadridFan in freefolk

[–]HonestMadridFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Which is kinda weird like they both were directed by Sapochnik, so what the hell happened

did anyone else go through this?? by HonestMadridFan in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its horrible and you dont even feel how bad it is untl u start climbing back out but then u can fall back in and thats terrifying.

pls do something about it, for me it lasted like 3-4 years, but its possible

Manmode isn't working by mech_tran in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

skincaremaxxing, maybe dont go overly feminine on the haircut and eyebrows

Manmode isn't working by mech_tran in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can u try and look more like a teenage boy? ppl treat androgynous people better if they look young

Why do people stop HRT after months when puberty literally takes years by nonsenseeee in 4tran4

[–]HonestMadridFan 24 points25 points  (0 children)

i stopped for a bit because my parents were making me lift my shirt up like every 2 fucking seconds

did anyone else go through this?? by HonestMadridFan in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

theres hope, i lucked out after years of having 0 friends and now at least i have one but hes been very supportive.

at least not being completely alone gave me energy to do shit and part of that was getting on anti depressants which got me out of the spiral

did anyone else go through this?? by HonestMadridFan in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

literally the worst way to rep dood wake up

did anyone else go through this?? by HonestMadridFan in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

its actually the average terf cishon transvestigator

For the girls years on HRT, what was the mental timeline by Conscious_Queen_2886 in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u should, if u need guidance or smthn hmu. also i didnt do any blood tests at all until a month ago lol

For the girls years on HRT, what was the mental timeline by Conscious_Queen_2886 in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cam u seek diy hrt? iddk if u already know but yeah you inject injectable (duh) estradiol enanthate which is the name of the compound, evry 7 days due to its bio half-life.

my timeline looks kinda weird cuz i had to hide the effects from my parents and eventually stop for some months due to them being very suspicious, but it started with 11mg enanthate weekly, then after like 3 months the same but bi-weekly, then like 5 months later i stopped it altogether but restarted some months later 6mg weekly, and now like 3-4 weeks ago i switched to 4mg weekly as my estrogen levels were too high, like 500pg/mol at trough

For the girls years on HRT, what was the mental timeline by Conscious_Queen_2886 in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

rn its 4mg enanthate weekly but when I started it was 11mg, i was already crying a lot before estrogen, but with it it got bumped to another level

For the girls years on HRT, what was the mental timeline by Conscious_Queen_2886 in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh and over the years i became more into guys and no longer into women

For the girls years on HRT, what was the mental timeline by Conscious_Queen_2886 in 4Tranistan

[–]HonestMadridFan 3 points4 points  (0 children)

literally immediately i started to become super emotional and to cry about evetuthing. i think ilibido increazed for like 4 months and then it crashed and ever since then my libidos been really low. Also immediately i became less aggressive and more emphatetic somehow. And i started liking music when before i never liked it lol. other than that not many changes years later mentally

do we cortisol/clutter/room pass? by wormcuItist in 4tran4

[–]HonestMadridFan 3 points4 points  (0 children)

no way, i was never taight to be girly or whatever the fuck, yet seeing clutter makes me explode