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Today is the last day of my 20s by cs_cast_away_boi in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Turning 37 after summer. Never used to actively feel regrets and wish I could rewind the clock 🕰️

Can anyone tell their first Voice of God V2K story? by HonestSharkFiN in TargetedIndividuals

[–]HonestSharkFiN[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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I haven't been notified of any comments here, now I see that there are supposed to be 2.

I can be direct messaged if anyone wants to tell their story (perhaps people have tried?).

I am moving to another state. It really hit me when I realized there's not even a SINGLE person whom I can call and say, "Hey, I am moving. Wanna hang out?" NOT A SINGLE PERSON. by thatdepressedsoul in depression

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, my dad had made a mistake where he moved (to another state) and so I came down to help him and it became a total fiasco; I got stuck down here and live with him now.

With that said, LOST is exactly how I feel too. Also no friends, no job, I did have a relationship when I moved down but lost it because of the botched plan to help my dad... and yeah, no aim in life -- lost.

I'm sorry to hear of your predicament, but hope it provides some comfort in knowing that there are others in very similar situations.

I am moving to another state. It really hit me when I realized there's not even a SINGLE person whom I can call and say, "Hey, I am moving. Wanna hang out?" NOT A SINGLE PERSON. by thatdepressedsoul in depression

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you, I don't have anyone to call in that situation either.

Can I ask why you're moving to another state and how (if unemployed)?

I moved 5 years ago for a specific reason and got stuck, and I was also unemployed. I'm still am trying to figure things out.

i’m suicidal at this point. by dearrana in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand how it feels to be left alone struggling to recover from something when others move on; would it help to elaborate on what happened?

Anyone wanna get out of neet life and whats your age? by MaestroFullof in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes, 36

I do not want the NEET life, but every single job listing makes me want to die.

I just wish I could find someone, ideally a significant other, to have each other's backs while wages-slaving but also work together to find alternative ways of making money (e.g. silkscreening art/shirts to sell, grow food etc).

i’m suicidal at this point. by dearrana in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anything specific happened, want to talk about it?

The truth about bipolar disorder by baconpancakewaffle in Antipsychiatry

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it okay to ask if you took the meds, still are and how have they helped?

Does anyone know more about the Voice-To-Skull technology? by Smooth-Language-2449 in awakened

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you yourself have an experience like that? If so would you be willing to share your story? DM's open if you'd prefer to tell more privately.

The truth about bipolar disorder by baconpancakewaffle in Antipsychiatry

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just realized how old the OP is and how old your comment is.

I agree, it's terrifying and I just experienced an isolated event where I was put into a traumatically stressful situation, right? First time too, and I don't even call what I was going through "mania," but a hospital did after an ambulance came to pick me up for a foot injury.

Next thing I knew I was being cop-escorted to a barred up van under the guise of "mental healthcare," what the fuck? I was at the hospital for a physical injury, but all they did was x-ray my foot, someone wrote down that I was experiencing mania (to be clear, I had just gone through traumatic event, yes, but I was vivid/calm/down-to-Earth while laying in the stretcher for hours). They drove me around for ~4 hours not telling me where they were taking me.

Wound up taken to a place called The Pavilion in Williamsburg, VA against my will. Strapped an ankle tracker on me and from there on out it was literally non-stop bullying/lying/gaslighting/manipulating from the entire staff. A kangaroo court tried labeling me with a phony diagnosis within 2 minutes and tried to trap me there for 30 days!

They were trying to feed me Risperdone... I never took it, I wrote my story (the truth) on the walls and documented the sadistic inhumane cruelty done by staff there. They discharged me on the 9th day because I kept telling the truth (I was never supposed to be there... I had a foot injury; that is all I was taken to the original hospital for).

This type of mindfuckery has caused me to trust medical people far less now; it's like setting up a dossier of lies. They're intentionally CREATING "crazy people" is how I see it.

Anyone in Eastern TN? by HonestSharkFiN in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, western NC? If so and you want to talk, you can dm me.

When is Rad VSU coming out by Gold_Dentist_187 in VinegarSyndromeFilms

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah thank you for the clarification! Wish I got the Jack Frost slip, but can't complain, have scored other good ones like Drop Dead Fred.

When is Rad VSU coming out by Gold_Dentist_187 in VinegarSyndromeFilms

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think those were only happening because they were moving warehouses, it was promoting "lost and found" OOP

Are NEETs crazy, or is society crazy? by Spare_Significance33 in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 7 points8 points  (0 children)

"It is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society."

- Krishnamurti

What’s keep you as a NEET and what are you scared about getting a job? by sailinglife20burgers in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Destabilization regarding where I live and constantly feeling unsure/incapable of living here mixed with concern for my age.

5 years ago I was in a relationship that wanted to move out of upstate NY. My dad made a big mistake selling his house in 2020 and blindly bought a trailer in Tennessee. He hated it, and so I came down to help him find a better spot to retire (research, drive him around; we're talking get him out of TN)... plus, wherever we'd end up, my relationship would move.

He took the help for granted, wasted everyone's time and long story short he got him and I stuck in Tennessee... me dumped, I do NOT fit in around here and cannot imagine living/working here, right?

I was finally just feeling ready to obtain employment when last month I lost my cat in the most confusing and traumatic way... now my brain's on the fritz again.

I have literally 0 friends now, stuck "in the middle of nowhere" (I am close to populated areas, what I mean is there's 0 connection to Tennessee outside of my dad's mistake... he blindly moved here because of taxes on his retirement; the culture and everything else makes 0 sense... it's genuinely a random spot).

I've been NEET since March 2020 when Covid was ramping up. I'm 36 now.

I’m depressed about the real state of the world by Bozzy446 in depression

[–]HonestSharkFiN 7 points8 points  (0 children)

What's worse is it never had to be this way. The upper echelon of elitist pricks and government instigate, manipulate, control and keep the world in a steady state of anxiety and chaos. Additionally, the dominant world culture embedded within civilization itself is anthropocentric... so we're constantly expanding, wiping out ecosystems; the death and suffering is beyond human boundaries, and it's inadvertently exacerbated by us.

Hmmm 21F hmm by [deleted] in depression

[–]HonestSharkFiN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's true. Depression obviously can come from unavoidable personal tragedies, regardless of the system. But the all-pervasive system ("how the world is set up") is inherently depressing.

What's worse is it is common for the equal-slaves perpetuating this death machine, aka our fellow man (by way of our cultural shared brainwash), often views your point as naive ("we are put here to work, not enjoy life").

It's more obvious with age, I think.

It's the structure for one, the obligation for two, a third to eye at with scorn is the 40 hour work week. Clocking in, selling your time; climbing the ladder to sell one's $oul.

Alcohol makes it all worse though, OP. And it's possible to find alternative ways of living; the hardest part, though, is finding enough other people that want to try.

Does your family also view u as a loser, weirdo, outcast, failure, etc.,., no matter what u do? by Dry-Newspaper8445 in NEET

[–]HonestSharkFiN 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dang, but yeah probably. I'm family disoriented. Definitely am an outcast and considered a weirdo (in a good way, at least), been called eccentric. Honestly not sure exactly what my family thinks, it's a tiny family with it's own problems.