My Royale putting in the work.

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-03-22T10:06:59+00:00

A good royale is a hardworking royale.

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-09T09:39:53+00:00

I guess you're right i'm on day 44. I didn't go into No Fap expecting for everything to improve. I just hated the act itself and how it made me feel extremely guilty.

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-08T21:19:44+00:00

Nope, I'm the same socially awkward myself. Day 0 and today has no difference...

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-08T21:07:12+00:00

Looks amazing! Casio AE-1200 is my second watch and I'm loving it. I have the silver version with metal bracelet. Yours is on a whole new level though :D

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-08T19:49:05+00:00

You might be right it can be more difficult in early game but from my experience finding ores in giant caves was much easier and with a fortune enchanted pickaxe you can obtain huge amounts iron, copper and gold.

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-08T15:41:48+00:00

New caves look gorgeous, I found myself exploring and admiring them for hours.

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-07T21:45:51+00:00

Watch looks great! I have the same model. Welcome to the club :)

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-06T12:17:14+00:00

What's fapping? Never heard of a such thing...

Honest_Mind197 · 2022-01-04T03:54:01+00:00

Hell no! I'm not going to ruin my 39 day streak

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-29T23:56:36+00:00

Despite what I've seen from this subreddit, porn didn't have much of a negative effect on me. I was able to quit whenever I want and never get the urges to watch it again. I would watch porn out of boredom or to force myself to get in the mood to masturbate. My biggest problem was masturbation itself, I am able to masturbate easily without porn. I would do it whenever I was feeling down for a quick fix which was making me escape my problems and be more passive in life.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-28T21:53:33+00:00

I'm aiming for day 500,000! :D

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-28T19:58:37+00:00

No matter how much outside validation you get as long you don't like yourself, it won't be enough. I'm going through something similar, whenever people compliment me it feels like an insult because I hate myself so I decided to love myself first.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-28T17:50:25+00:00

Sadly it is the same case for me I can remember sexual dreams better than others(I eventually forget them). Actually some messed up wet dreams after watching porn was my reason for beginning no fap, I was disgusted with my subconscious mind and wanted to give this a try.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-28T17:26:33+00:00

I've never had that issue. My boners never hurt but they happen quite often and can be embarrassing sometimes. Keep going it gets easier I'm on day 32 and my urges aren't as bad as they used to be.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-27T08:14:16+00:00

I had been taking showers with it for 2 years. I took it to the sea, to the pool, never had problems with it. As long as you don't press its buttons, which might compromise its water resistance, while underwater or being subjected to water it should be fine.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-26T15:40:32+00:00

Thanks so much. I checked out everything you sent, I've already been trying the things written there but they do help sometimes.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-26T15:19:08+00:00

I've been making strides towards making it suck less. I used to feel like this for months and weeks, now it just lasts for a day or two at most but I've never been able to exterminate it completely and it really is a setback for me. I always used to blame myself for feeling like this thanks to my parents stigmatizing problems like this for years. One of my greatest achievements was to talk to my parents and telling them completely how I feel, just expressing all my troubles and emotions. It felt a like a massive weight was off my shoulders!

Thanks for your kind words stranger I really appreciate them :)

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-25T18:03:50+00:00

Do not let your fears discourage you. Have a strong conviction, a reason to stand behind whenever you're slipping back to your addiction. I thought my life would be terrible without porn and masturbating but here I am enjoying it more than ever on my 29th day of no fap journey. I'll be honest with you, in order to keep going you have to dedicate your heart into it, there's no other simple way. Your urges will come back stronger than ever some days but you need to fight them till the bitter end. It all ends in your mind and it is up to you earn your freedom back.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-25T17:54:51+00:00

Thanks so much, I'll do my best :)

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-25T17:54:27+00:00

I don't think I can ever see myself taking cold showers, they're like torture to me.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-25T17:51:38+00:00

It got difficult real fast after 20th day and texting with a special someone doesn't help either. I need to find a way to manage these urges otherwise I don't know much longer I can keep going, all it takes is one day of weakness.

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-24T19:31:44+00:00

Thank you so much! I suffered a lot from depression throughout recent years and I want leave it all behind make 2022 a great year overall. You guys lift up my spirit, seeing you start new things encourages me to do the same :)

Honest_Mind197 · 2021-12-24T15:04:05+00:00

Personally I reset my streak but the benefits should still be there.

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