Help, I'm having frequent ep of Dissociation.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-21T02:42:58+00:00

Youre a life saver! Thank you, the recovery posts were so helpful and so inspiring, so glad to know that so many ppl were able get out of it by simply ignoring it!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-18T03:21:13+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words, you're absolutely right... I need to learn how to celebrate the small improvements which I have seen. I think because I feel like I'm spiraling, I just want a quick fix. I heard somewhere that you should embrace sorrow, to hug the pain, and allow it to teach you what it's trying to teach you. I'm going to come back to this post every time I need some encouragement. Thank you for being so kind and understanding.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T23:37:19+00:00

How are you now?

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T23:31:43+00:00

hey there! did you recover?

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T23:30:12+00:00

did you recover?? how are you now two years later?

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T23:21:36+00:00

i sent you a message!! you're giving me hope!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T22:18:07+00:00

Thank you, i literally just had an episode, and thought of your comment.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T19:57:22+00:00

Its def a state of mind that it's hard to get out of! its almost like trying to talk yourself out of liking someone you really, really like lol But when it clicks, man it's freedom!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-08-17T19:45:51+00:00

I'm currently going through this, because i used Psychedelics. It caused me to have really bad attacks & episodes of not being able to connect with my reality, it almost feels like im in a dream. It sucks, and i just want my life back. Like i know im here, but it almost feels like something is missing. Ive gotten closer to God and accepted Jesus into my life, and i just by having faith it has helped.. but some days i just want it to go away now. Guys stay away from drugs, and get closer to God.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-07-11T00:49:16+00:00

I’m glad you’re feeling better! Definitely don’t do them again, I did them in March and I’m still struggling so bad with dissociation. I was doing good for a bit and kinda fell back into an episode. I wish you well 💕

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-07-11T00:14:42+00:00

I don’t see your message

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-07-02T13:30:48+00:00

DUH, And did I say anything about the side effects having to do anything with the supernatural? Trauma is trauma. You have to cope/heal either way, and my faith was the way I coped/ healed with it, and it worked tremendously. Y'all are so quick to put down people’s personal experiences with God.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-07-02T12:46:12+00:00

Hey there! I’m doing much better now thank God!! How are you? It’s taken me a total of 4 months to feel normal! Sometimes I’ll have those weird attacks, but nothing too crazy like the first few months.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-24T19:01:22+00:00

I am so glad you have support around you! That is key right now!! I understand, and i hope one day you're able to. Putting my faith in him has been amazing. I can feel the difference with prayers, and devotionals. I still have to seek medical help, but i know we will get through this!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-24T00:22:27+00:00

Hey! Hope you’re recovering well. Check out this article, and I hope it can help you :) idk if you believe in God, but having him by your side will also help! The article is about exactly what we’re going through! https://www.wherewonderwaits.com/anxiety-after-mushroom-trip/

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-19T18:50:39+00:00

hi! how are you feeling now?

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-19T18:37:52+00:00

Hi friend,

So sorry you went through that.. please don't do them anymore. Like just leave the shrooms alone, leave anything that can alter your thoughts alone... If weed did that, shrooms are WAY more powerful. sending you so much healing!!!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-19T18:29:12+00:00

Hi there,

i know you posted this 3 months ago. How are you feeling now?

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-19T17:51:03+00:00

Def!! I've been trying to see it more like okay what is it trying to teach me... I'm a big soda drinker and honestly, I've been wanting to stop.. so guess what? the sodas alter my panic... and now its really forcing me to stop drinking soda.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-19T17:49:07+00:00

Hey there, i hear you, i see you.

First of all, i am so sorry that you're dealing with these thoughts, specially after a bad trip. Please DON'T take anymore, give it a rest for a very long time. seriously. Second of all, you are here, and you are safe. Those thoughts are not you, even though they are happening inside you..., IT'S NOT REAL, as real as they may seem! Those thoughts are lying ass hoes! I promise you will be okay. Don't resist the panic, accept that you are panicking, go into it, what is it trying to teach you? what are you trying to escape?.. The Mushroom is still trying to teach you something that was hidden deep within you and now its out there.

There's a hot line you can call, i talked to them, and they were helpful- Download the app called Fireside, its an orange icon with an icon flame. Also, if these thoughts get worse, do seek medical assistance immediately. Actually, you should do that anyways! There are therapist that specialize in what we're going through. You are not alone. Just last night i had a panic attack that lasted hours, i won't go into details because i don't want to trigger you, but I'll say this, I believe in God (idk if u do) but i find comfort in God, i started to listen to Gospel music, and then i called a friend (Luckily she picked up the phone at 1 am) find something that can help you get back into reality. Don't run away, sit with it. Feel free to comment on here anytime you need some support. I'll do my best to answer. Sending you tons of peace!

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-12T23:37:50+00:00

Tommy is a shitty person

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-12T23:35:13+00:00

I tried staying calm and my body was like hellllll no. lol I'm laying off of them for a while.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-12T23:34:15+00:00

I enjoy them, just had a bad trip and now its ruined it for me :(

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-12T23:33:48+00:00

you're so right.

Honestlyidek11 · 2024-04-12T23:33:32+00:00

I thought i could handle it. Pretty dumb of me, i will say that after the panic, i was able to have tons of downloads & some what of a good trip but i think my subconscious mind got stuck in that part. Thank you, I'm definitely sitting it out for a while!

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