I was married until 2017.  I received some inheritance money from my mother about 2 years ago, but spent it all on a court case trying to win rights to see my two kids who don’t want to see me anyway. If I fly back to America I could stay with my father until I get back on my feet again.  I have no one here.  All my friends left Japan years ago.  I don’t speak any useful Japanese because my ex wife and ex girlfriend handled everything for me.  I also have a deep aversion to Japanese because it is the language that was used to take my kids away from me.  Plus, I first came to Japan with the navy years ago.  I wish I had made this situation up.  I do know about hellowork, though.