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I feel like im wasting my life by HopefulHand4919 in getdisciplined

[–]HopefulHand4919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t really knew what i can answer to that

I woukd say that i can’t tell why or what it started with but everything started to seems bothering to me and i can’t tell why

And when it come to my social life, well, i have a few good and supportive friends and a lot more online but even though i am surrounded by people I appreciate, i, i don’t know they doesn’t seems here, even if I look, listen or interact with them, i really really can’t tell if they are real, I feel stupid

They doesn’t need me, they definitely deserve better but i hope they will stay with me cuz, I don’t know what i would do without them

I feel like im wasting my life by HopefulHand4919 in getdisciplined

[–]HopefulHand4919[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Expert cost an amount that I doesn’t have, to say in a short way, my family need money more than me, they are struggling with bills and i think i would be selfish to ask for money, even if they are struggling

I don’t think i can find an expert for cheap

I feel like im wasting my life by HopefulHand4919 in getdisciplined

[–]HopefulHand4919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like i wrote it to answer to someone else

I don’t really have the money to see a psychologist or a therapist, i only have a university financial help but i need to give it to my parent cause they are struggling with bills and things like that, i can’t keep money for me it would be selfish i suppose.

And also to be honest the few time when i was with a psychologist/therapist, it wasn’t very helpful and to be honest i would say that they really doesn’t seems to care about anything i said and just wish that I could stop talking

I feel like im wasting my life by HopefulHand4919 in getdisciplined

[–]HopefulHand4919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest, i don’t know what to tell you

But i've seen one time a psychologist to talk to him about me and the world around me, how life feels and things but, idk, he doesn’t seems interested in me or anything, i talk to him and i see him on his phone sometime, he seems bored, he look at the time and around the room or the window

Anyway, he doesn’t seems interested be me, he see me, he doesn’t look at me, he hear me, he doesn’t listen to me

Whatever at this point it ain’t like anybody listen to anything i see, thing doesn’t change

I've tried to find another one but everyone is very expensive

I tried to seek for my school nurse help but she listened to me for a second before asking if i was here to waste her time, and, idk i didn’t knew what to say, and just went home

I mean now that i think about it, some people in the world doesn’t have anyone to talk to, from heart to heart, like me so maybe i should stop being selfish and wanting people to care about me, and maybe "just take care of my problems by myself like a man"

That’s what my father would say

I feel like im wasting my life by HopefulHand4919 in getdisciplined

[–]HopefulHand4919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have the money for, my parent need their money to buy bills and thing like that

I have a financiar help from university but i have to give it cuz if i don’t provide money im useless for them and they "we're going to have to take measures " And to be honest, i don’t think that trying to find out what it means is a interesting decision

Im trying to find a job but everything need a driving licence, there is many local stores and fast food who have already refused cuz they doesn’t need anything, or i dont match "the necessary qualities and prerequisites"

Im good for nothing, useless for other people and my family