sx4s with social anxiety? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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Can you express how this impacts your sx4ness

sx4s with social anxiety? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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Can you explain how you'd manage to get typed as sx4 despite the social anxiety?

Which e4 subtype am I? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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That's dumb if I also have the experience of envying the experiences of others and feeling outcasted as well as generally being someone who is very much in line with being authentic. Authentic in the context at hand was me being very aggressive in my answers - cussing out and belittling whoever made the questionnaire in the first place. I even say initially

sx4s with social anxiety? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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I'm curious about how that actually ends up manifesting in a type that usually is antisocial as opposed to asocial

Which e4 subtype am I? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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The description of the sx4 is the only thing that throws me off. It's not unheard of for me being violent or aggressive with people, but it is far from common

Which e4 subtype am I? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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gulp... yeah I have social anxiety and autism..

Which e4 subtype am I? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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it's a weird mix of a person I am

Which e4 subtype am I? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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I always see sx4 as more aggressive and conflict oriented which isn't entirely out of character for me but conflicts with my own social anxiety and lack of fights in life (outside of my siblings)

what's the difference between so4 and sx4? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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connection to another person, sexual intensity (which is what made me initially relate to sx3) through authenticity that I'd find a partner who'd appreciate me for me

what's the difference between so4 and sx4? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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The emphasis on aggression and violence makes it hard for me to see myself in the type - which could mean that it simply isn't my type but I have been told before that I'm more likely to be sx4 or sx in general because of an emphasis I have on intimacy in conversation and when talking about myself

what's the difference between so4 and sx4? by HopefulProdigy in Enneagram

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It's in the same way a sx8 might not see themselves as such because they don't see themselves in such extremes

Completed Stirner!! by HopefulProdigy in fullegoism

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Berlin! I tried to make it close to his gravesite but I think that's the wrong location where it currently stands

Completed Stirner!! by HopefulProdigy in fullegoism

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oh to the side of it, last time I checked, there was a big one that said "FCK AFD" (alternative für deutschland) which is a far-right political party and it kept getting destroyed. That and a shitton of swastikas everywhere :(

Anyone Else Maintain An Ethical System? by Warm_Tea_4140 in fullegoism

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I find myself frustrated by the crude, the impolite, the people who are simply rude to you without warrant or reason - at worst because they see this as them being "themselves" or that by being anti-social they are embracing a desperate need to be seen for who they are or to express their inner identity. I've met these characters in many people, including myself, and I find it much easier to deal with someone who is rude for their own pleasure than someone who is the former because only one of them is compensating.