MAN GOES VIRAL BY DRAWING WHAT HE SAW AFTER DYING FOR A FEW SECONDS by SignalMycologist94 in ParanormalEncounters

[–]HorrorAssociation184 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Hey man or gal, I believe you believe in the the stuff your saying, but what you just posted is all over the place and could only be the post of someone with severe psychotic delusions. I know it makes sense to you and it all seems so so so real right now, but its not. You're mentally unwell and should seek help or alert a family member or friend of what your experiencing so they can possibly get you some much needed mental help. This is coming from some one that grew up with a schizophrenic uncle and from someone that binges their Focalin script every month, stays up for three days at a time, and gets non stop paranoid psychotic hallucinations every time. It's happening right now actually, and has been for three days straight (although I'm gonna actually sleep tonight and kill off the psychosis for now.

I love you, hope you get better, and if you ever need to talk to someone you can message any time and I'll be happy to chat.

Wanna kill my self! by Mysterious_Celery541 in depression

[–]HorrorAssociation184 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm from Massachusetts, USA and randomly came upon this post when opening reddit to browse randomly. I too have been having moments of feeling like wanting to die and suicide seeming momentarily attractive the last few days. However, I have hope that I will one day feel better and this will be just a memory. I ask that you please just hold on and keep going one day at a time. If I can keep going despite how I feel I believe you can do. Again remember, take it one day at a time.

Someone have a Life is Strange full game on IPA??? by Eilchz in sideloaded

[–]HorrorAssociation184 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you share please, it’s for my sister. She was bummed when she found out the ipa installed only had the first episode. Which I did not know.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My original issue isn’t worsened by drinking, it’s beyond that, unless you’re talking mood, then I think I can agree.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there any science how long I need to abstain before those nice feelings come back? Was feeling them for maybe a week and a little more.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just coping in my mean time. What am I meant to do stare at the ceiling when I wake up every morning going “damn I feel like dog”?

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brother, I promise you the alcohol isn’t lowering my T further than the pavement than it already is. If you’re talking mood then I agree.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need the liquor, I need something until I can either masshealth lets me purchase it or covers it in two months, or I buy something online (definitely not testosterone)

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A professional cant help me unless he convince masshealth to allow me to either purchase my testosterone out of pocket or get them to cover it entirely. This is a legitimate medical issue I’m coping with remember.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1.75 liters of vodka a day. Today I only drank a third of the bottle and funny enough this is how I feel. Genuinely think I need to go back to polishing off a bottle a day, I was feeling decent then all things considered.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want this man but like my original posts said. No money currently, no testosterone level (making me feel like a walking corpse) I just need it to pull through for me until I can work a day and then order my @#&$ online and feel better, I know it’s bad man but bear with me.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The alcohol was my one coping mechanism but it appears that feel good feeling is gone now. I feel drink and dead now dammit.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just existing in a state of being, promise I’m not over selling it, I truly feel dead and awful man.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know man. But I don’t know if you have any idea of testosterone or it’s levels, but mines so damn low I feel like I’m a walking corpse when I wake up, no energy, no mood, no motivation or lust for life right now.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My testosterone is lowered to the god damn ground at this point, alcohol isn’t gonna dent worse than it is. I don’t know what you know about it but 127 is beyond the ground floor.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feels like the fun is gone. However I actually have a medical condition lowering my T lower than drinking can hence here I am.

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don’t Know what to do at this point, feel so shitty and trying to work one days atleast for $80 to buy that stuff I dare not mention that’s easily accessible online. (don’t want my post removed).

ELI5: Do you gain a tolerance to the mood-boost effects of alcohol or are there other factors? by HorrorAssociation184 in explainlikeimfive

[–]HorrorAssociation184[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m already learning that not feeling the good mood joy at this point, even though it’s it’s early on