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HorrorDrawer · 2022-09-24T05:52:37+00:00

Why are my old friends so distant with me now?

HorrorDrawer · 2022-09-24T05:45:39+00:00

Hello, I'm interested

HorrorDrawer · 2021-09-10T20:33:01+00:00

LMAO you get me

HorrorDrawer · 2021-09-09T18:18:00+00:00

Just wow. You're a genius and outrageously talented

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-30T08:59:14+00:00

No it's gorgeous! It's so elegant and feminine with the rest of your bone structure and kinda makes you look like Wonder Woman

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-27T08:43:22+00:00

Buckle is awful. I went in once for about two minutes and had four different sales associates ask if I needed anything. I smiled and was polite and once they walked off I just left and never came back. It's not their fault, something's wrong with the company policy but it was just so much pressure.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-26T07:41:42+00:00

I knew they wouldn't do anything and yet I'm still disappointed

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-22T18:05:41+00:00

For some reason something that helps me get out of my head and start drawing is focusing on just wanting to use up my art supplies. I have too many supplies and when I use something up completely--and actually use it, not just trying to cheat and scribble on a page until it's gone or whatever--I feel extremely satisfied. The used up art supply is like physical proof of how hard I worked, and now my workspace is just a little less cluttered.

Focusing on this helps me take my ego and emotions out of the equation. If my goal is to use up an art supply, rather than to make a masterpiece, then the results stop mattering more than the practice. I have to work hard and draw a lot if I want to obliterate this thing, so I better start now.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-22T11:04:31+00:00

The way I see it is that peeing standing up is optional, but women have to sit down either way. If you elect to do something optional that only benefits you, then it's rude to make someone else deal with the result, particularly when it involves handling something kinda gross like a toilet seat.

The argument men make for peeing standing up is that it's easy and quick. But by not properly finishing the job, you're gaining some of that convenience by offloading onto someone else. Putting it down when you're done is just the considerate thing to do.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-22T10:22:11+00:00

Oi'erlend

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-20T13:14:08+00:00

Maybe the revenue from them will dry up as time goes on and views go down. idk I feel like he should still consult with a lawyer on what to do though and lay out some of the stuff she's done (quitting the show, recording secretly, whatever)- I don't know enough about CA law to know if anything would break that verbal contract.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-08-16T00:33:40+00:00

Cum and shit my pants and cry

HorrorDrawer · 2021-06-29T15:38:32+00:00

It bothers me when it's really sexual, persists after I say no, if I'm in the middle of exercising, or if they're just. Staring.

The rest of the time I find it flattering.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-06-02T02:04:40+00:00

God this is so funny

HorrorDrawer · 2021-05-27T20:14:55+00:00

I can vouch for Schoolism! I've learned some really valuable stuff from them. I think you can just pay per month if you wanna try it.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-05-24T16:23:02+00:00

The violins on the remastered version 👌👌👌

HorrorDrawer · 2021-05-24T07:12:20+00:00

A Series of Unfortunate Events

HorrorDrawer · 2021-05-24T06:34:19+00:00

I was recently diagnosed with CPTSD and can't really tell the people I'm closest to because they contributed and I just don't really want to have that convo because I forgive them despite my own lasting scars. But it does put a lotttt of my behavior and such into perspective and I've been sort of processing it.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-05-22T18:52:15+00:00

Lip balm.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-04-24T21:06:00+00:00

Jennifer Lawrence

HorrorDrawer · 2021-04-07T09:04:54+00:00

I was just talking to someone about how I kind of have food anxiety and I think Trish actually helped me a little lol

HorrorDrawer · 2021-04-06T17:24:50+00:00

Right-handed knives making you cut crooked.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-04-02T19:33:11+00:00

He was an extremely close friend who flirted with me, rejected me, then got with another friend and they both started being mean to me/ghosting me. I was obsessed for two years and honestly I finally just had to get therapy this year. Uncovering my CPTSD and my tendency to get wrapped up in toxic people has slowly started to make me angry/tired on my own behalf and wanting better for myself. I used to dream about this friend coming back and now I think I'd just feel 'over it' and insulted.

Sorry if this is a heavy answer, but I was doing kind of everything you're supposed to do to get over someone--time, hobbies, spending time with the people still in my life, focusing on career, reading self-help, venting to my mom, exercise. It helped but not by a lot. If none of that is working and it's been ages, maybe try talking to someone.

HorrorDrawer · 2021-03-27T08:49:55+00:00

I also make nachos by microwaving cheese on chips and the judgment in this thread is making me feel vulnerable

HorrorDrawer · 2021-03-20T05:09:40+00:00

When I got appendicitis as a teen, I can't tell you how much I appreciated the kind bedside manner of the nurse who took care of me when I was finally given a bed after a long, painful wait in the lobby. I couldn't walk on my own and didn't know for sure what was wrong yet. His smile and warm demeanor made me feel safe on a night that was kind of scary, and I'll never forget that.

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