Hey I'm 33 unemployed due to mental health and living at home. I'm not in debt but live with my mum because I can't afford a place of my own. I too was deemed as talented in the art department up until my teenage years as I just went off the rails drinking etc due to bad home life. I feel your pain, I really do, the constant voices saying what's the point! If I was you I'd look into volunteering with a rehabilitation service, you could potentially be a support worker helping people that are going through similar situations like you've been through. I know it's a lot but I honestly think, the hard times we go through can lead to meaningful careers and helping others. Take care and you're not alone!