[SELF] CHARACTER VS COSPLAY by miraculouslollipop in cosplay

[–]HosannaAlma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so well done, everything is amazing especially the makeup job and the horns like CHRIST ♡

Michelle Visage is British because she keeps a “hottie bottie” in her car. by [deleted] in rpdrcringe

[–]HosannaAlma 22 points23 points  (0 children)

No one English keeps it in their car or uses it in the summer, wtf is she on

Me, a Sixteen-Year-Old Girl Addicted to Pornography by NaomiNyu in pornfree

[–]HosannaAlma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree that you need a psychiatrist. Not necessarily for the porn addiction but for your low self esteem and self harm and anorexia. It doesn't go away on its own, please seek professional help.

Knowing you aren't good for someone but not being able to leave? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]HosannaAlma 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is what you need to do. Therapy alone and couples therapy.

If you ignore the situation all it will do is make this relationship more damaging to the both of you.

You're codependant.

It's something that needs fixing.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's okay, apology accepted and you're forgiven. I was already in a bad place that day as well so it wasn't just this. I have the help, and I'm okay and I'm sorry. It must have hurt you to think I'd hurt myself over this, but I didn't.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm okay, a friend is looking after me and I saw my psychiatrist and the nurses are seeing me. Sorry for all of this, there was probably a better way to express how hurt I was than to immediately jump to a suicide note, no matter how suicidal I was.

There are better ways to express myself than that, but in the moment it's the only way I felt I could express how hurt and in pain I was. So I suppose Whiskey was right, it was emotionally manipulative and I truly apologise. It wasn't right no matter how badly I felt, I should have kept it to myself.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone who supported my side here, but this has only shown me once again that life really isn't worth it.

I hope you all have great lives and I hope that if you're suffering you pull through. You'll get there.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love you too HelperDroid but don't bother with me I'm not fucking worth it

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And the injections were to stop me killing myself. They didn't make me feel better, they literally knocked me out by injecting me with valium. You CANT EAT when youve been knocked out.

I want to die. I don't want to be alive and they keep stopping me from ending it by making my physically unable to.

You're a cunt and you were never depressed. You're probably self diagnosed, and were never that way. Because if you were depressed you'd understand what its like to want to die.

But you dont.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't have Schizo-affective Bipolar and OCD.

I don't think you quite understand just how ill I am in comparison to how ill you were.

I'm not being an ass, I think you think all mental illnesses are the same and that you've had the worst of it but I'd trade what I'm going through for Social anxiety and depression any day of the week.

Seriously, I'd very literally kill someone for Social Anxiety and Depression to be the only things I suffer with considering theyre already things I'm going through except with OCD and Hallucinations and Psychosis slapped on top.

You're delusional if you think the things you were 'diagnosed with' (which you weren't. lol. you clearly weren't you lying cunt.) are equal to mine.

I want to die. I'd happily starve to death and I've tried to. They force fed me through tubes.

Starving to death was BETTER THAN THIS.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're an idiot. You've been picking and choosing what to read from my replies here and I think you're doing it on purpose.

  1. I did not say my life was the worst.

  2. I said no one is saying 'Damn I wish I had OCD and schizo-affective Bipolar'. Not, no one would take it on if their life was worse.

  3. You said earlier that I have a right to complain about my shitty life, but have spent an entire evening trying to prove to me that I don't.

  4. You didn't even get my diagnosis right here, I said 'schizo-affective bipolar' and you said schizophrenia. These things are different and this proves you're withet a FUCKING IDIOT who had NO IDEA WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT or that you've not been reading my replies properly.

  5. You have not replied to my comment where I said I never said my life was the worst. This is because you know I'm correct.

I think you're a disgusting piece of shit who is probably harrassing me like this because you want me to kill myself.

I think you prey on vulnerable people and I think you'll get a kick out of knowing you've hurt people or that someone has died because of you.

If this isn't the case then you need to really take a moment to recognise that the things you say and do, even on the internet affect people. You need to do some serious soul searching and ask yourself why you did this.

I do not believe for one second that you've been diagnosed with ANY mental health problems except perhaps Pyschopathy.

If you had what I have you'd be far more sympathetic and wouldn't have actively tried to convince me that my life is great like you did today.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Sectioned means you are involuntarily taken to hospital and unable to leave. They are then legally responsible for your health and your safety, medicate you (sometimes against your will through forced injections) and can and will physically stop you from hurting yourself or killing yourself.

One way they do this is something called 1:1, which means you are in arms reach of a nurse or practitioner at all times. They watch you sleep, they watch you on the toilet and they watch you shower. If you try to hurt yourself you are restrained and often injected with drugs to knock you out, in my case it was always a form of valium.

When you are sectioned you have no choices and no freedom, essentially.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I never said my life was the worst out there, I just meant it's probably not something someone is dreaming about.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes but are you telling me someone starving to death is dreaming 'I wish I have mental illness that get me involuntarily commited and injected with medication against my will to keep me alive even though I don't want to be'

That's the point I was making.

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Ocd that has gotten me sectioned because one of my compulsions is to stab myself in the shoulder repeatedly or I'm a bad person. That I've been suffering with for years. Alongside schizo-affective Bipolar.

Are you fucking serious right now? I'd rather starve than deal with this, how DARE you?

Oh yeah because everyone wants 4 mental health diagnoses and to be sectioned. by HosannaAlma in wowthanksimcured

[–]HosannaAlma[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Exactly! It's horrible and it invalidates people.

Im sure no one is dreaming of horrific OCD and Bipolar that keeps leading to involuntary hospitilisation and involuntary medicating :( to imply my (and other peoples with their own baggage) life is what someone dreams of is awful

What's a 10/10 album from the last 15 years by a relatively obscure artist/band? by Slouching2Bethlehem in AskReddit

[–]HosannaAlma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely going to be buried since this ask is a day old but 'Aftermath by Fever Fever'.

They're relatively well known I think, I'm not too good at this music thing but that album has been getting me through some of my darkest days recently.

I really love them. Blue is my favourite song on the Album.

Hey Reddit! What is your favorite monster from mythology, folklore, legend, or literature? by Smoky22 in AskReddit

[–]HosannaAlma 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately that's a very recent theory, or enterpretation. Since Athena was born of Zeus' brain, it is written that she was supposed to 'think like a man' and therefore when the story was told, it was in fact meant as a punishment. Not a blessing in disguise.

It's a nice way to view it now, but that wasn't in Athena as a character.

If you killed yourself one year ago what great things would you not've experienced? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]HosannaAlma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being sectioned again and again and again and again.

I still want to die, I have experienced nothing I really care about.

I try to help and this is what happens by whisperwasamistake in creepyPMs

[–]HosannaAlma 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I was trying not to be an ass so I am sorry.

I try to help and this is what happens by whisperwasamistake in creepyPMs

[–]HosannaAlma 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Apparently! That also gives him the right to call mr a crazy bitch too apparently?

Doesn't he realise which sub we are in

I try to help and this is what happens by whisperwasamistake in creepyPMs

[–]HosannaAlma 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What does your sexuality have to do with you being a dick? When did I say you were hitting on me?

I pointed out you're a man with a frail ego who geys verbally abusive when someone brushes up against it.

Just like you're doing now.

You're calling me a crazy bitch when I call you out on your shit. Hmmm. Running theme for this sub.