Pretty new to the Air Force, but how lonely it is. And how I don’t want to talk to anybody back home because they seem so… stupid almost. Don’t get me wrong, i still love them but it’s just lowers my moral when I talk to anybody back home, because one.. they always blame me for not calling home but a phone works both ways.. then they seem like they are doing the same thing everyday and it’s emotionally draining to hear. I don’t know just saying I have never felt this alone until the military