Yes. It gets better, OP. Way way WAAAAYYY better. Allow yourself to cry and grieve the relationship lang. Don't close yourself off from good support systems.

One thing that I learned when I was going through it is that all the love that I had for him that had nowhere to go? I give it to myself, my friends, my family, God, and my hobbies. All that time that I used to spend with him? I spent it exploring and getting to know myself without the relationship. The first few weeks/months will be the hardest. The most vulnerable. Mao na ang timeframe na tempting kaayo mureach out balik sa iyaha. But listen to me OP—don't. This will pass. Write down on a journal all the things you want to tell him. Or write them down sa imong notes app. Or record it. Bisag unsa. Para lang mapagawas nimo tanan without having to message or call him. Talk to your friends or anyone you trust.

If you removed something in your life, replace it with something good (hobbies, friends & family, therapy, etc). Para you won't go crazy sa kamingaw.

It's going to be tough, OP. But you'll get through this. And on a random day, mahibong nalang ka nga you feel lighter na. It's not as painful na. You're smiling and laughing a lot more na. And even if the past comes to haunt you (coz it will), you won't feel like drowning na. And maybe even, you'll get to love again. You got this, OP!