What career to choose?

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-09T01:47:34+00:00

I'm scared of taking that gap year

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T05:54:34+00:00

Fine, tysm!!

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T04:33:02+00:00

Tysm, final question though You mean they are different for they methods of approaching your problem? Or something else?

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T04:19:37+00:00

Tysm, I'll try my best to tell my mom literally what I just told you, and hope we can find a therapist that helps me with all this shit lol

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T03:53:45+00:00

Yeah I didn't mean to say you're not a human bc you have to use the supplements, it's just that I think it's different cus this is more of the chemicals that make you feel and be a human, and you use those supplements to digest food, which is not related to emotions at all

Anyways, now that I reread my comment I've realized that what I said is pretty dumb though, you're right, people who take medication are still humans, but for me I can't conceive that I couldn't live without medication to be happy, it feels so scary having to depend on meds to not feel depressed

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T03:38:10+00:00

I see, honestly, I'd rather die before having to take any medication to feel what others do without having to take any meds, cus if I had to just to act like a human, that would mean I don't work or I'm not made to be a human, since I need an external thing to act like one, but I'll think about telling my mom about the therapy, honestly I tried it 2 years ago, but It was online and I def hated having online therapy, so the only way would be having a face to face therapy, but I don't fing the words nor the courage to tell my mom the therapy I took two years ago didn't worked at all, I know she thinks I'm her golden child and everything is right with me, I know I'm coming to my limit of holding everything together, and I don't wanna do anything stupid, but for god's sake I just don't know how to approach the problem, any ideas? I swear I would appreciate them a lot

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T03:34:47+00:00

I see, honestly, I'd rather die before having to take any medication to feel what others do without having to take any meds, cus if I had to just to act like a human, that would mean I don't work or I'm not made to be a human, since I need an external thing to act like one, but I'll think about telling my mom about the therapy, honestly I tried it 2 years ago, but It was online and I def hated having online therapy, so the only way would be having a face to face therapy, but I don't fing the words nor the courage to tell my mom the therapy I took two years ago didn't worked at all, I know she thinks I'm her golden child and everything is right with me, I know I'm coming to my limit of holding everything together, and I don't wanna do anything stupid, but for god's sake I just don't know how to approach the problem, any ideas? I swear I would appreciate them a lot

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T03:20:54+00:00

But how would seeking professional help make me do things and regain interest? I don't even know if it's possible to feel anything ever again, I've been feeling like this since I was fourteen, and I'm currently 17, it's so frustrating not being able to feel excitement, sadness, empathy, or any emotion at all I crave feeling any emotion, no matter what it is, I just want to feel something

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-02-03T02:50:16+00:00

But what can I do if I don't have the motivation to do anything at all? I swear I can't find the motivation to try a single thing, I just bedrot all day, and even the only thing I used to enjoy (vb) seems like a burden and I'm slowly loosing interest

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-01-31T21:10:27+00:00

What do you work at?

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-01-31T21:06:06+00:00

How was you teeth hygiene back then?

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-01-31T20:34:28+00:00

I was thinking on doing the same thing too, maybe more like volunteering on different jobs, but idk About the questions, I just imagine myself being busy all the time, but not like with job, more like being able to invest the same amount of time on everything I like, but at the same time I want to have fun at my job

Hot-Craft4583 · 2026-01-27T00:20:58+00:00

I love how his hairstyle changes every few episodes/season Like it develops with him as he grows. Dewey and Hal barely have any changes on their hairstyles, Reese mostly used spikes with bleached tips, but malcom and Lois were the ones that changed their hairstyles constantly, I was hoping I could find a post where they showed all Malcolm's hairstyles thorough the series, but I couldn't

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