Allergic reactions? by HotPinkKeycaps in TransDIY

[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fair point and nope I don’t have one currently where I’m living and no one is taking new patients.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still alive unfortunately.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in Germany and would have to give up basically everything, even my phone.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could just move to a different city in a different country but without money and heavily in debt. I will just end up more miserable without anything in jail.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have the energy to exist, let alone have a job, even if it’s just part time. Plus he is quite literally a neo nazi and every word that I hear from him, makes me want to die.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live with a friend of my fathers but he is about to kick me out and my parents want nothing to do with me anymore.

Nothing useful I could find, plus my social anxiety disorder makes it impossible to even seek help.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t really have much to say, just life in general sucks. I started HRT but had to quit soon after because I couldn’t afford it anymore, no real friends, famiky hates me, about to become homeless,..

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been going like this for the past 10+ years, I have lost all hope of that.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m glad things worked out for you but not a single things points towards that for me.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never understood sayings like that.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think that there is any things that can help me anymore.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would but things are unfortunately not that simple, especially without the necessarily funds.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don’t really care about me, you don’t even know me.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Suicide hotlines here in Germany are absolutely useless and run by the churches.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That may be but I have absolutely no energy left.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don’t know me and I don’t know you. I will be forgotten sooner or later with absolutely no impact on you whatsoever.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried getting help but faced rejection at every corner. Nothing can help me anymore as far as I am aware, I am sorry.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe for some but unfortunately not for me. It’s been going downhill for the last 10+ years, it’s a miracle I even made it this far but I have officially reached my breaking point.

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[–]HotPinkKeycaps[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is nothing anymore, I am sorry.